wow im updating
thiss weekend i went to a wedding in bucksport maine, i hated it, well i loved it it was soo pretty but it just made me relize some things that im scared will never happen... but i dont want to say them out loud/type them because it sounds bad.
*i went to the kingswood prom the other weekend, it was alot of fun everyone lookd soo pretty..
i just got done reading lindsey boulangers journal thing and ive been feeling the same way as her... to be honest my NANA just made me upset.. nanas are suppose to be nice arent they? yeahh well thing agian she goes from nice to incredably mean in 6 seconds...
i love it how some people are just use to me being happy all the time and when i try and acculy talk to them they dont listen at all, then they get mad because i dont tell them anything... to be honest i dont tell anyone anything, i think maybe 2 people know something about me that no one else will ever know
its funny how friends dont stay friends, like people from 8th grade, now were just people who say hi to eachother or a little smile from time to time... or when you get stuck in the middle of something for a stupid reason to begin with and now your only friends with one person yeahh i love that...
i like how lauryn and i are friends agian, we didnt talk for like 4 years and then bam were friends agian i love that..
i dont like how things arent fair to some people.
i cant wait till summer, brooke will be home, brandy will be walking ponies, nicole will be laughing her head off, jr will be funny, anya will always be around, eric will be cute, mikey wont do a thing, ill be riding ponnies and working 6 days a week, chelsea will be working 4 days and will be with mr kris
<3
this made no sence but i dont care
*i went to the kingswood prom the other weekend, it was alot of fun everyone lookd soo pretty..
i just got done reading lindsey boulangers journal thing and ive been feeling the same way as her... to be honest my NANA just made me upset.. nanas are suppose to be nice arent they? yeahh well thing agian she goes from nice to incredably mean in 6 seconds...
i love it how some people are just use to me being happy all the time and when i try and acculy talk to them they dont listen at all, then they get mad because i dont tell them anything... to be honest i dont tell anyone anything, i think maybe 2 people know something about me that no one else will ever know
its funny how friends dont stay friends, like people from 8th grade, now were just people who say hi to eachother or a little smile from time to time... or when you get stuck in the middle of something for a stupid reason to begin with and now your only friends with one person yeahh i love that...
i like how lauryn and i are friends agian, we didnt talk for like 4 years and then bam were friends agian i love that..
i dont like how things arent fair to some people.
i cant wait till summer, brooke will be home, brandy will be walking ponies, nicole will be laughing her head off, jr will be funny, anya will always be around, eric will be cute, mikey wont do a thing, ill be riding ponnies and working 6 days a week, chelsea will be working 4 days and will be with mr kris
<3
this made no sence but i dont care