say it ain't so
yayyyy. i missed this.
not really. just bored with myspace. i can't believe how long its been since i wrote in this thing. moreso, i cant believe how annoying my past entries are. (about alan) christ.
things have changed since i last wrote. nothing too drastic. i don't work in wilkes-barre anymore.. i'm in viewmont. its hell on earth. alan and i don't see eachother anymore on account of he's insane. fucks with me and my feelings for a year and some then finally breaks down and tells me he's in love with me after its long since passed? fuck you. it was always one extreme to another. who asks someone out in the middle of sex? moron.
i just went out with derek. my usual first dates are in a bar or involve beer. but he wanted coffee. we went to perkins for 4 hours and talked and talked. it was nice. refreshing. he called me last night. i stared at the phone rather then pick it up. i'm too cynical for my own good. but we texted all day today... i do love my texts.
my parents are happy i'm dating. they were worried i was gay. they dont know how much action i get on the side. hahah
i got my period today. i'm not writing this like it should be a surprise that i got it. moreso an excuse to my massive mood swings today. examples- i could get the jr denim wrap down because it was velcroed into the wall. but i didnt know this and thought it was just being evil. after 5 minutes of yanking on it i started to punch it. amy came to the rescue and in 2.5 seconds fixed it. also there were plexi's all over the floor in the backroom. i kept walking into them. rather then do the logical thing like picking them up, i picked them up and threw them againsts the backdoor.bye plexi's. fuck i'm psycho.
you'll have that.
i just got distracted.
we'll pick up another time.
not really. just bored with myspace. i can't believe how long its been since i wrote in this thing. moreso, i cant believe how annoying my past entries are. (about alan) christ.
things have changed since i last wrote. nothing too drastic. i don't work in wilkes-barre anymore.. i'm in viewmont. its hell on earth. alan and i don't see eachother anymore on account of he's insane. fucks with me and my feelings for a year and some then finally breaks down and tells me he's in love with me after its long since passed? fuck you. it was always one extreme to another. who asks someone out in the middle of sex? moron.
i just went out with derek. my usual first dates are in a bar or involve beer. but he wanted coffee. we went to perkins for 4 hours and talked and talked. it was nice. refreshing. he called me last night. i stared at the phone rather then pick it up. i'm too cynical for my own good. but we texted all day today... i do love my texts.
my parents are happy i'm dating. they were worried i was gay. they dont know how much action i get on the side. hahah
i got my period today. i'm not writing this like it should be a surprise that i got it. moreso an excuse to my massive mood swings today. examples- i could get the jr denim wrap down because it was velcroed into the wall. but i didnt know this and thought it was just being evil. after 5 minutes of yanking on it i started to punch it. amy came to the rescue and in 2.5 seconds fixed it. also there were plexi's all over the floor in the backroom. i kept walking into them. rather then do the logical thing like picking them up, i picked them up and threw them againsts the backdoor.bye plexi's. fuck i'm psycho.
you'll have that.
i just got distracted.
we'll pick up another time.