Jul 06, 2006 18:05
My life is perfect. I have the girl of my dreams. everything is amazing. right now I'm kind of boned on account of my car not running. but it doesnt matter. I am just happy to be with Diva. She makes everything better. The only thing in my whole life that bothers me is that I keep dreaming that she leaves me. or that she is over at her neighbors house right now. It scares me. But I trust her. And I have put that behind me. At least while I'm awake I don't worry about it. I just think of her and how much I love her. If I could just stop dreaming this wouldnt happen.
on a related note. I really really hate the song dirty little secret. it just makes the dreams come more. lol. oh well. life has its penalties. and if i have to have bad dreams for the rest of my life its worth it. just to be near her.