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I have lost my inspiration to make the next chapter of my story. I cant see it in my head anymore.
She lied to me. So many times. Said she wanted to be with me forever. Me and no one else. just the other day she left me a comment saying that. But she was never going to choose me. I was just to blind to see it. All the things she did. how she doesnt care. If she was going to choose me she wouldnt have acted as she did. she cared so much, until he called. Then she would hang up on me. If I said something it was cute. If he said the same thing, it was amazing.
I gave up my friends, i changed my look, i yelled at my parents for badmouthing her and now they hate me for choosing a girl over family, i changed my attitude. I did everything she ever wanted. But it all comes down to nothing. It meant nothing to her. and now i have nothing left.
when stars die, black holes are formed. the star that was her love for me, has become the black hole of my life.
and even now. my only hope is that she comes back to me. i will wait forever. just holding on to the phone. so that for whatever reason. she realises she cares, jhony is bad, he leaves her, she doesnt like him, she just needs me for something, i can be there.
diva please. keep talking to me. keep letting me dream of you. and give me that chance one day.
you told me to move on. and you think not talking to me will help me to do that. but im not like you. i dont. i will never move on. i will wait for you forever. so please come back to me.
She lied to me. So many times. Said she wanted to be with me forever. Me and no one else. just the other day she left me a comment saying that. But she was never going to choose me. I was just to blind to see it. All the things she did. how she doesnt care. If she was going to choose me she wouldnt have acted as she did. she cared so much, until he called. Then she would hang up on me. If I said something it was cute. If he said the same thing, it was amazing.
I gave up my friends, i changed my look, i yelled at my parents for badmouthing her and now they hate me for choosing a girl over family, i changed my attitude. I did everything she ever wanted. But it all comes down to nothing. It meant nothing to her. and now i have nothing left.
when stars die, black holes are formed. the star that was her love for me, has become the black hole of my life.
and even now. my only hope is that she comes back to me. i will wait forever. just holding on to the phone. so that for whatever reason. she realises she cares, jhony is bad, he leaves her, she doesnt like him, she just needs me for something, i can be there.
diva please. keep talking to me. keep letting me dream of you. and give me that chance one day.
you told me to move on. and you think not talking to me will help me to do that. but im not like you. i dont. i will never move on. i will wait for you forever. so please come back to me.