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Wow. In the past few days i have prayed to god more then the rest of my life combined. If im not on the phone with diva or actually with diva. i am praying that god helps me to show diva how much i love her. that he makes her realise how important to me she is.
She is my life. I would give anything to be with her. But I cant get rid of the feeling that she will choose him instead. For once I really want to be wrong.
Its as it should be. I got rid of everyone. It is just me and her. I can get a place and she can live with me when she turns 18. Everything is like we always said it should be. And now she isn't gonna take it.
Please god let her make the right choice.
She is my life. I would give anything to be with her. But I cant get rid of the feeling that she will choose him instead. For once I really want to be wrong.
Its as it should be. I got rid of everyone. It is just me and her. I can get a place and she can live with me when she turns 18. Everything is like we always said it should be. And now she isn't gonna take it.
Please god let her make the right choice.