Most revolting thing you've ever seen... (May 1b talking_muses)
It's wicked fucked up when you think about it. Me, ex-con going all high moral ground girl on Wes just cause he stabbed some junkie chick in the arm. Hell, I threw her up against the wall and shook her a little bit thinking that was enough roughing up for your standard run of the mill girl. I guess even I knew that wasn't gonna cut it, but I didn't wanna mess her up too bad. Fresh out of prison and I was already treading dangerous ground hunting Angelus, the last thing I wanted to do was accidentally play too hard with a civilian and add one more person to my body count.
It's ironic, or whatever- at least, I think it is. Wes getting under my skin like that with how much he changed since the last time I saw him. Wussley wasn't exactly wussy anymore and I didn't really know what to think about that, yelling at him to stop and asking him what the hell he was thinking. I didn't even think about fast he could turn that shit around on me, and believe me, he turned that around on me but fast. Not that I blame the guy, he had every right.
I think the reason it freaked me out so bad was because I kinda had to wonder what I had to do with it. Maybe I'm seriously self-centered but Wes wasn't like that before I tied him up to a kitchen chair and practiced my torture skills on him. All I wanted back then was to break him, and I think it must have worked.
Muse: Faith Lehane
Fandom: BtVS/Ats
Word Count: 282