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Dear LJ, are you there? It's me, Margaret.
Man, I am SUPER EMO lately. (Is emo still a word?) It's annoying. Where have you gone, whimsical fancy-free Tricia?
So I had this...thing...where I was periodically pooping and throwing up blood. Turns out I have a bleeding ulcer. The doctor told me I need to stop stressing out about shit, or else. Or else means they put me on some antidepressant, and you know, I've tried those, and I don't care for them. They make me feel dumb and they kill what's left of my sex drive, and I like being smart and horny...keeps my mind alive, etc. So now I'm on some pill I gotta take once a day to cut down the bleeding and for the record it costs $85 for a 30 day supply even WITH my insurance. HOW DO THESE PEOPLE SLEEP AT NITE?? I know I don't...I'm up all nite worrying about how to pay for shit.
Other than that, it's life as usual. I went home a couple weeks ago for my dad's surprise birthday party. It was cute, he was all surprised about the party, and then I popped up from behind a curtain and he seemed really happy to see me. My whole family is still fighting and hating each other, so nothing new there. Me and my brother drove to Galveston and my brother bitched the entire 90 minute ride there, and an additional 20 minutes while we waited to get on the ferry. We just drove there, got on the ferry, rode the ferry back, and then drove back...it was kinda pointless, but at least we got to hang out. My brother's always complaining that he's got no one to talk to since I don't live there anymore, so hopefully that will tide him over for a while. I miss him probably more than anyone else at home...it's weird how close we are now compared to how much he hated me as a child. Oh well...he was just jealous because my mom loved me the most.
I never update this thing anymore. I hope you guys are okay. I still read my friends' list thingy every single day, so if you're updating, I'm reading it. Well, I'm gonna go get some dinner. Say hey if you have time. <3
Man, I am SUPER EMO lately. (Is emo still a word?) It's annoying. Where have you gone, whimsical fancy-free Tricia?
So I had this...thing...where I was periodically pooping and throwing up blood. Turns out I have a bleeding ulcer. The doctor told me I need to stop stressing out about shit, or else. Or else means they put me on some antidepressant, and you know, I've tried those, and I don't care for them. They make me feel dumb and they kill what's left of my sex drive, and I like being smart and horny...keeps my mind alive, etc. So now I'm on some pill I gotta take once a day to cut down the bleeding and for the record it costs $85 for a 30 day supply even WITH my insurance. HOW DO THESE PEOPLE SLEEP AT NITE?? I know I don't...I'm up all nite worrying about how to pay for shit.
Other than that, it's life as usual. I went home a couple weeks ago for my dad's surprise birthday party. It was cute, he was all surprised about the party, and then I popped up from behind a curtain and he seemed really happy to see me. My whole family is still fighting and hating each other, so nothing new there. Me and my brother drove to Galveston and my brother bitched the entire 90 minute ride there, and an additional 20 minutes while we waited to get on the ferry. We just drove there, got on the ferry, rode the ferry back, and then drove back...it was kinda pointless, but at least we got to hang out. My brother's always complaining that he's got no one to talk to since I don't live there anymore, so hopefully that will tide him over for a while. I miss him probably more than anyone else at home...it's weird how close we are now compared to how much he hated me as a child. Oh well...he was just jealous because my mom loved me the most.
I never update this thing anymore. I hope you guys are okay. I still read my friends' list thingy every single day, so if you're updating, I'm reading it. Well, I'm gonna go get some dinner. Say hey if you have time. <3