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i don't want to speak too soon, but a foreshadow would read that everything eventually works into my little plan. although it's taken too far a time for this insidious act to work it's way together, i can finally commend myself at being so clever.
(this has nothing to do with what's about to be said.)
on a 2nd note. i am feeling much better today than the past week because i've came to the realization, for yet again the 100th time, that i am better than the individuals that choose to consistently be upon my dick. they will forever continue to get nothing but digust and disrespect from me in return.
a message to them: it's not any fact of the matter: i AM far above you. know matter what you think. so sit the fuck down and shut the fuck up.
i believe nobody is better than the next, on the contrary, but when it comes to maturity and humanity for that matter, the one that comes out stronger will always over power the weak. the one with the bigger heart can crush the one that's emotioness. the stable outcomes the vulnerable. the one that learns to wise up from the situation and use the brain they have, definitely beats down on the pathetic species that continue to thrive off the upper hand.
i am sick of questioning where i stand when bullshit situations occur. i am not allowing myself to get to that point again. i will remind myself nobody can touch me. nobody can fuck me. nobody can get near me. unless my guards slip and i let them.
i am such a loving person, to see me in my angry state of mind is displeasing, i assure you.
besides this little boost of courtney-confidence i've come across this morning, coffee is one of my best friends. next to nostalgia, freecaloriecounter.com is also one of my amores. i love you.
(this has nothing to do with what's about to be said.)
on a 2nd note. i am feeling much better today than the past week because i've came to the realization, for yet again the 100th time, that i am better than the individuals that choose to consistently be upon my dick. they will forever continue to get nothing but digust and disrespect from me in return.
a message to them: it's not any fact of the matter: i AM far above you. know matter what you think. so sit the fuck down and shut the fuck up.
i believe nobody is better than the next, on the contrary, but when it comes to maturity and humanity for that matter, the one that comes out stronger will always over power the weak. the one with the bigger heart can crush the one that's emotioness. the stable outcomes the vulnerable. the one that learns to wise up from the situation and use the brain they have, definitely beats down on the pathetic species that continue to thrive off the upper hand.
i am sick of questioning where i stand when bullshit situations occur. i am not allowing myself to get to that point again. i will remind myself nobody can touch me. nobody can fuck me. nobody can get near me. unless my guards slip and i let them.
i am such a loving person, to see me in my angry state of mind is displeasing, i assure you.
besides this little boost of courtney-confidence i've come across this morning, coffee is one of my best friends. next to nostalgia, freecaloriecounter.com is also one of my amores. i love you.