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And i fought for 4 years to keep the thought
of us never being together out of my head.
Although we would break up, to make up
i still needed the warmth of you being there;
in late night booty calls or to open your ears to,
i road a constant rollercoaster that made me sick to my stomach
and now i have to learn give you up for good.
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Fate brought us together..
A taste of love kept us hooked,
Years of change made us stronger,
Reality tore us apart
and fate continues to draw us to one another.
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And after all of these years, all of the memories
and all of the time invested into one relationship
do only one thing...
Never forget me
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And what hurts a young girl most,
is that all of her prayers were answered
but he wanted more.
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Not only do you fall in love with a person,
a single soul, a single heart & a single mind..
but you carry all of him with you,
his friends are your friends, his family feels like your own,
his house is warm like yours, and when it ends...
you have to give it all back
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You dropped a bomb in the middle
of my life & you know im vindictive
you'll get yours.
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And not enough people are aware that if you keep
breaking her heart & treating her like shes second best
She's going to stand up & walk out of your life
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Lifes about growing into what you've been given,
changing things that need to be changed,
and loving yourself inside & out.
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The problem with the majority of young relationships
is that the girls are always the weak ones
but at least...
we make strong comebacks
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And ive loved you since the day you said i was yours,
we were two preteenage kids with nothing to lose.
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We were so young & so naive, it was beautiful
little did i know years to come id be trying to
convince myself that i didnt love you & that
"together forever" was one big fat lie.
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The beautiful thing about memories is that they are yours
whether they are good, bad or indifferent...they belong to you
and no matter where life takes you, your memories tie you to where youve been.
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And i used to think you were simply avoiding me
until it all became real to me that you cant handle
the fact that im doing good, that im over you
and that i have moved on & grown up. Until now i didnt realize
that youve been so used to being above me that youre
So disgustingly intimidated by me
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It's come to the point in my life
where if i can find a guy
that isnt intimidated by me
than that will turn me on more than any other quality.
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Where'd all the real guys go!
all of these guys can't handle a lady who knows what she wants,
and will stop at nothing until she gets it.
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And it doesnt worry me that you left me for another girl
because your girlfriends are like comfort food
and the last thing you'd ever want
is to be standing tall on your own.
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And you were never good at lieing
i could see right through you.
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"No ones hurt me more than you
and no one ever will.
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And that first night we spent together,
As i layed nestled in your nook...you looked in my eyes
And said "youre crazy"
and i giggled as i thought to myself "you haven't seen anything yet."
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I'm the type of girl you can
take home to Mom
& talk about with Dad;)
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And im not opposed to change, im aware that life may take
you in a totally different direction than my own
but i hope you never forget that i was the one
with you on all of those nights.. helping you regain your composure,being an arm to keep you balanced, the other mouth that was lieing to your mom, the shoulder you used as a tissue, the ears you vented to, the gin we shared straight from the bottle, your partner in all of those games of beerpong that we won, the one to cuddle with when we had to sleep on cold hard floors, the one holding your hair as your body rejected the ridiculous amount of liquor we forced into it, the girl approving your outfit before a night out, the sister that listened and advised all of your problems And i hope you never question that Best Friends is exactly what we are.
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And ive seen so many people leave a life
that wasnt ready to be left
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And i wont have all the answers,
the best advice or the best hair;
i cant promise that all of our days
wont have some rain, and i probably wont be the best for you
but i can promise you that,
i will change your life
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For years i lost sleep over the avid fear of death
and until you died it never seemed so real
then before i knew it, it punched me right in the heart
& i went numb...and i havent felt anything since.
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You were a bad man, & to this day..
i dont know if i loved you despite that
Or because of it.
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It all happened so fast & flashed before my eyes
and somewhere in between the tears and feeling nothing
i woke up, a women...with a whole new outlook on life.
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And it would be inhuman of any of us
to say that we dont break down every once in a while
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And some of my oldest insecurities
Are now my biggest allies♥