Feb 08, 2004 01:57
I got to see Mikey last night. I love my cousin. He is such a bottom feeder. He sucked info out of Kevin that no one knows. Kevin does still care for me. And hopefully with a little time he will deal with his own probelms and he and I will fix our relationship. Mikey said I should date anyone because Kevin has been testing how I feel for him. {Not that I'm interested in dating anyone but Kevin.} I feel so relieved. I want to work things out with him no matter how long it takes. I would wait a year for him to come around. I know Mike was telling the truth because of one thing he said that Kevin told me when we first broke up in November. Mikey said Kevin felt like I was to good for him. And that is exactly what Kevin had said. I always felt like I was not good enough for him. I'm content on waiting for him.
I went to Still Water tonight. It was great. There was a cute redneck there but everytime I thought I should go up and talk to him a lil voice just told me not to. The damn love bug has bitten me hard this time.