Apr 24, 2006 10:10
Today he spoke to the Rabbi. The rabbi told him we are a good match. He also said that if I cant remove my tattoos for him, then he can expect the rest of our marriage to go that route also. He said if I cant do this, I wont make any sacrafices.
Excuse me? Im falling for a guy who is fat, with a lisp, and no education past high school. Excuse me. You want me to take off the only thing that connects me to my mother? You want me to get rid of me, so that I can be with you?
No.
Im not trying to change you, dont you dare try and make me into something that will fit into your box. I Have respect for you, and can love you despite your faults... why cant you do the same for me?
So Ishai thinks if I want to be with him I have to remove my tattoos. He is brainwashed by religion, by blind faith...
Excuse me for having a brain... excuse me for having passion for life... excuse me for giving you the opportunity to know me.
Im pissed. Im sad more though. Ive never had such a serious relationship so quickly that seemed to work. His family loved me, and I loved them. And he was so good to me. We talked about children, values, everything. We had fun too. We were both ready... and we were going to be okay.
And now this came out of no where.
No I will not even entertain the idea of removing my tattoos for you, or for anyone else.
This is me, take it or leave it.