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I suppose I should update this, for no other reason than just something to do, cuz i only know of one person that reads this, and is interested in what i might say, so i will say stuff. which isn't much at all... things are unchanged, as par for the course in my life.
nothing interesting but there is a 50% chance i will gat the job that most would wish for and wouldn;t wish for all at that same time.
working at the trasfer station in my town, yes transfer station the kind term for trash dump. but i will be backing 15-17 dollars an hour working 4 days a week for 8 hours... ive gotten to the point where i cannot sleep untill im ready to pas out, and even then the sleep is shitty, there is something missing... and i think im going a sort of stir crazy or something. i havent hung out with anyone it about 1 1/2 weeks and the other night i sat and rocked on my bed for a good half hour.... wtf is that? it was all there was to do, banned from battle net. no tv nothing to do so i rocked back and forth like an insane person am i retarded? perhaps i miss people... but w/e
good news, im on a diet consisting of 1 small meal at night and in the morning i smoke more than ever i must say and drink alot of water, seems too much of a good thing was too good i was up to 230 for a while, so much good food but no longer do i gourge... i mostly sit in the same place all day... i run up and down my driveway sometimes for no reason, i guess i hope i will meet someone close to home. i talk to my friend steve everynight for hours about nothing, just like the old days subsiquently drinking so much water makes me have to piss all the time, but even more happy news i have a level 76 smiter that can already rock the ubers, yay for my little inconsiquentel victories...
so i win
i lose
therefore i live...
-Talis
A word to live by
Go into a relationship planning for failure, so when u do your not surprised but succed and well if youve succeded then your already dead so u didnt fail
nothing interesting but there is a 50% chance i will gat the job that most would wish for and wouldn;t wish for all at that same time.
working at the trasfer station in my town, yes transfer station the kind term for trash dump. but i will be backing 15-17 dollars an hour working 4 days a week for 8 hours... ive gotten to the point where i cannot sleep untill im ready to pas out, and even then the sleep is shitty, there is something missing... and i think im going a sort of stir crazy or something. i havent hung out with anyone it about 1 1/2 weeks and the other night i sat and rocked on my bed for a good half hour.... wtf is that? it was all there was to do, banned from battle net. no tv nothing to do so i rocked back and forth like an insane person am i retarded? perhaps i miss people... but w/e
good news, im on a diet consisting of 1 small meal at night and in the morning i smoke more than ever i must say and drink alot of water, seems too much of a good thing was too good i was up to 230 for a while, so much good food but no longer do i gourge... i mostly sit in the same place all day... i run up and down my driveway sometimes for no reason, i guess i hope i will meet someone close to home. i talk to my friend steve everynight for hours about nothing, just like the old days subsiquently drinking so much water makes me have to piss all the time, but even more happy news i have a level 76 smiter that can already rock the ubers, yay for my little inconsiquentel victories...
so i win
i lose
therefore i live...
-Talis
A word to live by
Go into a relationship planning for failure, so when u do your not surprised but succed and well if youve succeded then your already dead so u didnt fail