slow to rise quick to fall, deliver me to happiness only to die like them all
things are looking up these days, and im afraid to look up. only because its so easy to get shit on whe your as low on society's totem pole that your in the proverbial docks. seaguls shit alot and i really dont wanna get shit on again its messy to clean up. i miss cro i miss being on those fields and in those seats. i hear that fatty shit on the top of a stcok pot after being frozen is coming back to game, cant say im excited. i start a job tomorrow im loking to keep this one as long as i can. when i hit full time i can support myself with a roomate with this job and it wont be hard, AND there are places to go higer than where ya start.
i'd like to say its nice to see other people having problems, but i can't. i have a friend with a problem, and that isn't one of those things you say when your talking about yourself. i see alot on my friend and i just want them to grow to what they can be. those with the biggest hearts are usually he easiest to get stepped on and generally do but they deserve much more than they get. i used to think i was one of those people but faster and faster i see that im not all im cracked up to be, big surprise anyone? not to me
i think i have to switch my hobbies someday soon this may be the last year i can be a larper... im doing a vampire larp and its more fun that those weekend ones in some ways its just i dont have the money to do what i want with it. if i were to quit larping i could get two jobs and on my days off those mods would fucking ROCK!!!! i trail on useless shit
im done being at the docks its only up from here and if ANYONE tries to get in my way of doing what im destine to do im going to cut them down like william wallace did to the clan reps.DEAD I SAY....
i wonder who my real friends are sometimes and odds are if you read this you are my true friend and i want yo to know i would do anything for you even kill muhahahhahahahaah but as for now i am
lonley
broke
hungry
fat
tired
alone
fat
and unsure of the future
hey what did the evil genie say to the wishmaker after he had made his first wish and the genie was going back into the lamp?
Wish me luck im going in.
i'd like to say its nice to see other people having problems, but i can't. i have a friend with a problem, and that isn't one of those things you say when your talking about yourself. i see alot on my friend and i just want them to grow to what they can be. those with the biggest hearts are usually he easiest to get stepped on and generally do but they deserve much more than they get. i used to think i was one of those people but faster and faster i see that im not all im cracked up to be, big surprise anyone? not to me
i think i have to switch my hobbies someday soon this may be the last year i can be a larper... im doing a vampire larp and its more fun that those weekend ones in some ways its just i dont have the money to do what i want with it. if i were to quit larping i could get two jobs and on my days off those mods would fucking ROCK!!!! i trail on useless shit
im done being at the docks its only up from here and if ANYONE tries to get in my way of doing what im destine to do im going to cut them down like william wallace did to the clan reps.DEAD I SAY....
i wonder who my real friends are sometimes and odds are if you read this you are my true friend and i want yo to know i would do anything for you even kill muhahahhahahahaah but as for now i am
lonley
broke
hungry
fat
tired
alone
fat
and unsure of the future
hey what did the evil genie say to the wishmaker after he had made his first wish and the genie was going back into the lamp?
Wish me luck im going in.