Okay....
Wow... I don't think I've ever done this before.
A few nights ago I dreamed that Dennis and I had become engaged. I dreamed about the wedding (being in a school of some sorts?? Or was it a hotel??), me with some hair issues (pigtails!), and a white dress (I'm not wearing a white dress at my real wedding). I rmember my mom being there... and me holding the wedding up until 11:40 just so I could look perfect.
And then last night, I dreamed that I dreamed that whole wedding up, too. But I THOUGHT it was real. I was bursting to tell everyone that we were engaged, but once I wanted to open my mouth, I remembered I'd only dreamed it.
Gaaaahhhh....
I think it's all this talk of weddings around here lately. Kat and Greg, Danielle and Sean, Sharon and Pete (although that one is just in Pete's mom's head.. lol). I'm not getting anxious or anything. I like things the way they are. But I can't say the prospect of it doesn't sort of excite me. I mean, it has been three years (well, *technically* It's been three years, five months and eleven days *looking at her calendar*). We KNOW it's going to happen, but I think we've got this unspoken thing that says "not until Keir's out of college." Heh... that way we can support ourselves. I mean, there's nothing worse than going into a marriage unprepared. I need to stabalize myself first... make money, get a job that won't can me after the season is over, and establish some GOOD credit.
But that won't be for some time now. Cool your jets. LOL.
A few nights ago I dreamed that Dennis and I had become engaged. I dreamed about the wedding (being in a school of some sorts?? Or was it a hotel??), me with some hair issues (pigtails!), and a white dress (I'm not wearing a white dress at my real wedding). I rmember my mom being there... and me holding the wedding up until 11:40 just so I could look perfect.
And then last night, I dreamed that I dreamed that whole wedding up, too. But I THOUGHT it was real. I was bursting to tell everyone that we were engaged, but once I wanted to open my mouth, I remembered I'd only dreamed it.
Gaaaahhhh....
I think it's all this talk of weddings around here lately. Kat and Greg, Danielle and Sean, Sharon and Pete (although that one is just in Pete's mom's head.. lol). I'm not getting anxious or anything. I like things the way they are. But I can't say the prospect of it doesn't sort of excite me. I mean, it has been three years (well, *technically* It's been three years, five months and eleven days *looking at her calendar*). We KNOW it's going to happen, but I think we've got this unspoken thing that says "not until Keir's out of college." Heh... that way we can support ourselves. I mean, there's nothing worse than going into a marriage unprepared. I need to stabalize myself first... make money, get a job that won't can me after the season is over, and establish some GOOD credit.
But that won't be for some time now. Cool your jets. LOL.