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basically, im in a really shitty mood, and i dont even know why.
i hate feeling like this, i really really do.
today wasnt that bad. umm i went to the mall and got 2 shirts. a plain black one that was like 6 bucks and a plain blue long sleeved one thats an XXS & still is a little big on me, wtf?
i just realized that i hate being 14. really, i do. i wish i was atleast 16.
i dont really feel good. my septum is sorta bothering me, and i have a huge headache, and i feel really weak and stuff.
So I hear from just about everyone that " Bubby basically hates me " alot. honestly, do I care? YES. because its fucking PATHETiC. the kid has absolutely no reason to hate me, but ill tell you why he does, and this is exactly why. Because I'm not sitting here and crying about it. & thats exactly what im NOT going to do. fuckkkk thatttt. hes not worth it, and i personally feel bad for the next girl that gets involved with him.
I'm homesick and ive only been here since friday. Whoa imagine what its going to be like when I move. Me & Laura are going to get our nails done tomorrow.. that should be fun.
whatever.
// ♥ goodbye
// [ Y0U SUCK THE LiFE 0UT 0F ME ]
i hate feeling like this, i really really do.
today wasnt that bad. umm i went to the mall and got 2 shirts. a plain black one that was like 6 bucks and a plain blue long sleeved one thats an XXS & still is a little big on me, wtf?
i just realized that i hate being 14. really, i do. i wish i was atleast 16.
i dont really feel good. my septum is sorta bothering me, and i have a huge headache, and i feel really weak and stuff.
So I hear from just about everyone that " Bubby basically hates me " alot. honestly, do I care? YES. because its fucking PATHETiC. the kid has absolutely no reason to hate me, but ill tell you why he does, and this is exactly why. Because I'm not sitting here and crying about it. & thats exactly what im NOT going to do. fuckkkk thatttt. hes not worth it, and i personally feel bad for the next girl that gets involved with him.
I'm homesick and ive only been here since friday. Whoa imagine what its going to be like when I move. Me & Laura are going to get our nails done tomorrow.. that should be fun.
whatever.
// ♥ goodbye
// [ Y0U SUCK THE LiFE 0UT 0F ME ]