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So I might be able to go to the Dave Matthews concert which would be fucking amazing
I sat outside today to smoke a cigerette and I started to worry about alot of nonsence.
1.) What am I doing here still? I should have been on my way to L.A. by now
2.) Rebecca in Tallahassee and me being here...yeah you know how it goes
Well I guess it's not alot to worry about but they are two things that make me sweat quite a bit.
Fucking A stress is annoying.
My dad is already getting on my nerves. The second he walks in the door he calls me a lazy ass and says "what the fuck did you do all day. Now you need to help around the house or get the fuck out!!"
- Yet he doesnt know that i spent all day appling for jobs, interviewing, and enjoying a much need vacation before I have to start at USF in a few weeks. The house is clean...what the fuck should I be doing?
I miss Rebecca alot but she seems to be having a great time up in Tallie and that makes me happy, wish I could be with her but I can't so I like to hear from her when she calls. Yeah I'm lame but know what? fuck you I dont care.
This weekend is the shamist ritual at Kelsey's house which we all have been planning since we all met her step-dad Eli like in October or some shit like that. We all smoked together last night and it was like the beginning of the year all over again. Then some friends called and wanted me to go to some club in ybor but i didnt want to, its just a place to do one of two things 1. dance 2.Meet people and I am interested in neither so i decided to not go.
Even if she doesnt miss me I miss her...whatever I need a cigerette. Peace.
I sat outside today to smoke a cigerette and I started to worry about alot of nonsence.
1.) What am I doing here still? I should have been on my way to L.A. by now
2.) Rebecca in Tallahassee and me being here...yeah you know how it goes
Well I guess it's not alot to worry about but they are two things that make me sweat quite a bit.
Fucking A stress is annoying.
My dad is already getting on my nerves. The second he walks in the door he calls me a lazy ass and says "what the fuck did you do all day. Now you need to help around the house or get the fuck out!!"
- Yet he doesnt know that i spent all day appling for jobs, interviewing, and enjoying a much need vacation before I have to start at USF in a few weeks. The house is clean...what the fuck should I be doing?
I miss Rebecca alot but she seems to be having a great time up in Tallie and that makes me happy, wish I could be with her but I can't so I like to hear from her when she calls. Yeah I'm lame but know what? fuck you I dont care.
This weekend is the shamist ritual at Kelsey's house which we all have been planning since we all met her step-dad Eli like in October or some shit like that. We all smoked together last night and it was like the beginning of the year all over again. Then some friends called and wanted me to go to some club in ybor but i didnt want to, its just a place to do one of two things 1. dance 2.Meet people and I am interested in neither so i decided to not go.
Even if she doesnt miss me I miss her...whatever I need a cigerette. Peace.