Just a quick post
to say that I'm safe back in hell Houston.
My brain can't seem to fully comprehend that I was still in Japan just yesterday. It feels like nothing has changed here and that I never left or that I was only gone for a few days. Its strange. Pictures from my sayonara party and from the airport are popping up on facebook and already it feels like SO LONG AGO. Like a dream ;_;
I've been struggling to hold back a panic attack since getting on the plane in Narita. I'm scared for when it all fully sets in. So far, I've only gotten random spurts of tears every so often but no actual breakdown yet. I can definitely feel it building up though and I'm really afraid of the intensity of it.
My brain can't seem to fully comprehend that I was still in Japan just yesterday. It feels like nothing has changed here and that I never left or that I was only gone for a few days. Its strange. Pictures from my sayonara party and from the airport are popping up on facebook and already it feels like SO LONG AGO. Like a dream ;_;
I've been struggling to hold back a panic attack since getting on the plane in Narita. I'm scared for when it all fully sets in. So far, I've only gotten random spurts of tears every so often but no actual breakdown yet. I can definitely feel it building up though and I'm really afraid of the intensity of it.