Up and Down, and Up and Down~
-Today was, ugh. School was boring as hell, I hate group projects.
-This sounds a bit petty when I type/say it but I kept getting interrupted at school when trying to tell a story to friends. Sorta of like, I'm in the middle of the story and then someone walks up and talks OVER me, grabs that person's attention and leaves me to just fade away and 'patiently wait my turn' unlike the other person.
+Ran into a friend from the guesthouse, Tomomi at my school since she attended a seminar at my school
+Went shopping with Tomomi for an Xmas gift
+Found the perfect backup Xmas gift should I not be able to nab tickets to my original Xmas gift idea for my friend.
-Came home with a tummy ache
-Found out that today was "interrupt Jeanette day" even at the guesthouse (once again, sounds petty but I was seriously bothered by it. *shrugs*)
-Got another stomach ache after dinner
-Felt VERY emo after a stupid thing involving a friend that I won't go into details (just a bit of jealousy)
-tried to study kanji for 3 hours but had I had no motivation no desire to due to my mood
-/+was still feeling emo when Jonas finally got home and I clung to him, which helped a bit
+Jonas decides to do an 'afterparty' in his room
+OLD NES Mario is played
-Got an email from my father for the first time since a bit before leaving for Japan
-Cried from being reminded that the fucker actually exists and I clung to Jenny as I told her a quick summery of the bullshit from all of that while reliving every little emotion.
-Scared the crap out of a friend with my crying
+Jenny calms me down enough to go back to the room where booze is had and more old video games are played.
+Laid my head on Mizuki's lap and got pets as I sobered up.
So yes, depression + my drug addict father mailing me for the first time in 3 months (among other things) should have ruined my night but thanks to Jenny, Jonas, Mizuki, Yasu, Kin-chan, and some booze, my night got better. I love you guys ♥
今晩、気が重かったと私のくそ父のメールを来たけど、あなた達のおかげで、悪い晩にならなかった。ありがとう♥ （多分変な日本語を使った、ごめんねORZ)
Tomorrow Later today, I have school, meeting my group of friends in Shibuya for purikura, then my guesthouse's company's Christmas party where they rented out a club/bar in Shibuya where we'll have nomihoudai and tabehoudai for 3 hours (all you can drink and eat), afterwards, we'll probably go somewhere else, who knows. Crazy shit happens when you've been at nomihoudai for a while xD!
School is gonna go sloooooooooooow tomorrow. =/
-This sounds a bit petty when I type/say it but I kept getting interrupted at school when trying to tell a story to friends. Sorta of like, I'm in the middle of the story and then someone walks up and talks OVER me, grabs that person's attention and leaves me to just fade away and 'patiently wait my turn' unlike the other person.
+Ran into a friend from the guesthouse, Tomomi at my school since she attended a seminar at my school
+Went shopping with Tomomi for an Xmas gift
+Found the perfect backup Xmas gift should I not be able to nab tickets to my original Xmas gift idea for my friend.
-Came home with a tummy ache
-Found out that today was "interrupt Jeanette day" even at the guesthouse (once again, sounds petty but I was seriously bothered by it. *shrugs*)
-Got another stomach ache after dinner
-Felt VERY emo after a stupid thing involving a friend that I won't go into details (just a bit of jealousy)
-tried to study kanji for 3 hours but had I had no motivation no desire to due to my mood
-/+was still feeling emo when Jonas finally got home and I clung to him, which helped a bit
+Jonas decides to do an 'afterparty' in his room
+OLD NES Mario is played
-Got an email from my father for the first time since a bit before leaving for Japan
-Cried from being reminded that the fucker actually exists and I clung to Jenny as I told her a quick summery of the bullshit from all of that while reliving every little emotion.
-Scared the crap out of a friend with my crying
+Jenny calms me down enough to go back to the room where booze is had and more old video games are played.
+Laid my head on Mizuki's lap and got pets as I sobered up.
So yes, depression + my drug addict father mailing me for the first time in 3 months (among other things) should have ruined my night but thanks to Jenny, Jonas, Mizuki, Yasu, Kin-chan, and some booze, my night got better. I love you guys ♥
今晩、気が重かったと私のくそ父のメールを来たけど、あなた達のおかげで、悪い晩にならなかった。ありがとう♥ （多分変な日本語を使った、ごめんねORZ)
Tomorrow Later today, I have school, meeting my group of friends in Shibuya for purikura, then my guesthouse's company's Christmas party where they rented out a club/bar in Shibuya where we'll have nomihoudai and tabehoudai for 3 hours (all you can drink and eat), afterwards, we'll probably go somewhere else, who knows. Crazy shit happens when you've been at nomihoudai for a while xD!
School is gonna go sloooooooooooow tomorrow. =/