I'm waiting, watching, standing.
School is finally over, it is no more, and I don't think I've ever been as tired in my life as I am at this minute. I'm going to clean up a bit, grab this manuscript that Mr. Lupin has sent me, and see if I can get myself to crash for a few days hours. I need a shot of B-12. It's not too bad though. I think I'm already getting used to the fact that I don't have to do anything with my day. I don't have to be showered and ready by 7am, I don't have to be in class at this time or that time, don't have to worry about being late, or the essay I had forgotten to write and have to skip lunch to try and get it done. No, this is good ... good, good.
Though, truth is, I really have no idea what I'm doing. I feel as if I should, as if I should know how to take care of things, but I just don't seem to have the answers. I want to do something, I'm too afraid to do it. I want to say something, I can't get the words out, and I have no idea what is the best thing to do or not. It's just the start, though, I've got time to figure this out. Least I can do is try, so that's what I'm going to do.
I've ordered myself a pizza, and I think it's just arrived, soooo ... I'm going to go eat the entire thing and pretend that I didn't!
Demise,
I'm sorry I ran out on you at the ball. I feel rather bad about the whole thing, but you didn't look too inclined to stick around either, so I suppose we both wanted out of there. Did you have fun? Where did you get your dress? Theo looked very handsome, if only a bit creepy. No offense! He's just a sucker for those odd looks though, isn't he? Will you be seeing him over the summer? Geez, lets play 20 questions, huh? ^_^ Sorry, I sort of just felt like talking. Owl me back when you find the time.
I hope to see you sometime.
Take care,
-Tale.
Though, truth is, I really have no idea what I'm doing. I feel as if I should, as if I should know how to take care of things, but I just don't seem to have the answers. I want to do something, I'm too afraid to do it. I want to say something, I can't get the words out, and I have no idea what is the best thing to do or not. It's just the start, though, I've got time to figure this out. Least I can do is try, so that's what I'm going to do.
I've ordered myself a pizza, and I think it's just arrived, soooo ... I'm going to go eat the entire thing and pretend that I didn't!
Demise,
I'm sorry I ran out on you at the ball. I feel rather bad about the whole thing, but you didn't look too inclined to stick around either, so I suppose we both wanted out of there. Did you have fun? Where did you get your dress? Theo looked very handsome, if only a bit creepy. No offense! He's just a sucker for those odd looks though, isn't he? Will you be seeing him over the summer? Geez, lets play 20 questions, huh? ^_^ Sorry, I sort of just felt like talking. Owl me back when you find the time.
I hope to see you sometime.
Take care,
-Tale.