May 17, 2005 11:51
In my moment of calamity i suddenly stopped. Often times I do this; a standstill amidst chaos. I knew that the month of May was going to be a collaboration of stretching myself thin and a bucket of stressful muck. Now it’s half over. Every day it’s like I have to be here or there doing this or that, and in the middle of all of this, I have people calling me and complaining that I have pulled another famous "Corey disappearing act". I even get visits at work from those who haven’t been able to reach me so they find out where I’m working now and appear when I’m in the middle of one of my stressful moments. A deep apology goes out to those who have been witness to the famous "Corey disappearing act", but I have no choice this month. I am filled to the brink with obligations mixed with attempting to spend time with my friends as soon as I get a hold of a few hours every once in a while. Come June everything should pary out after I return from NC. BTW that will be my sabbatical. No calls, no visits, no stress.....just a week of laying on the beach for me. When I return I will be refreshed (hopefully) and i move head first into the summer of no return. I want this summer to just be as crazy and fun filled as possible. I’m taking this as my last summer to be a "kid" so to speak.....and I’m going to try to do as much as i possibly can with a small budget.