no need for titles
"when do we decide to defy fate and when do we surrender? where do we draw the line between hoping and wishful thinking? i am trapped between decades of promises and dreams. when my weakness has overpowered my strength even if they are one and the same".
these were my sentiments four days ago. 3 days before that i received a dozen "i love u"s. a week before that i was happy and content and ready to fight the world with him beside me. and now it has come to this. an ending in its most unexpected and most painful state.
i should have seen it coming. i should have felt it. and i should have followed my instincts.
i should have really left when i had the chance. i should have stayed away.should have never looked back.
but all these "should haves" are meaningless now. what is done is done. i can never go back. the 10years have been long gone.
once again.i am broken.i did not choose to be broken.i chose to follow my heart but unfortunately my heart chose a path that led me to this.and there is no one else to blame.
this is love in my darkest days.