mahirap magisip ng subject kaya kunwari na lang meron..
yahello world. i finally found the time to blog again. its been a busy month for me.frustratingly preoccupied with completing my 200hours at sss. worrying about getting up early in the morning. what to wear. what to eat. what to do when i get there. then getting frustrated about being a government slave and not getting paid for it. not a single cent. but i think it did pay off. my boss just offered me a job for a pilot testing of some sort of inquiry system project. London office needs me. hehe. unfortunately i dont get to relocate to London, they just need me for inquiry systems based here but they're in charge of my salary and other whatnots. i should remember to give my resume on monday though..since that would also be my last day..whoopee! then if i can fix my class schedules (wish me luck with this godforsaken new online enlistment..) and if our department receives the go signal from the big bosses then i can start on june. there's no pressure really. they're giving me a chance to just try it out first and see if i can survive for a month. this would be a good experience. i wonder what i did that pleased them so they offered me this job. maybe because im a good slave. i rarely complain. or they just dont hear me when im ranting nonstop about office hassles.yakyakyak.
its a good thing i had the chance to go to the beach otherwise i would have gone crazy not getting a chance to have some relax time. hopefully googlybear uploads the peechurs soon. googlybear, atimei, and funkymunky came along to catch a glimpse of my own personal heaven. peechurs soon sana. ang itim na namin! haha. fun.beach.sand.food.tents.stars.skimboards.foreigners.vegetables.friends.family. election.
updates also on a certain cow..its been a really exhausting rollercoaster ride.a tumble of emotions and mind games. maraming naganap. dinner at mcdonaldas tagaytay roadtrip. pagmumuni muni sa kung saan. pagtetext sa mga kung anu anong bagay. mga planong laging nauudlot. mga walang kamatayang disappearing acts.
pero mukhang hindi na ata mauulit ang mga magic tricks nya na yun..yun ang sabi nya. dumating sa point na i had enough. i was ready to leave. to just let it go because everything seemed so futile and pointless. walang pinatutunguhan. and i told him that. i guess i struck a nerve. and mukhang medyo nagising. nagsorry. naghahanap ng pagkakataong bumawi (hmm..chubibo??). so we are back where we started. pero sa totoo lang.medyo nabawasan na. siguro kasi he waited this long. masyado ng maraming naganap eh. medyo desensitized na ata ako. hay. ewan. no friendships ended. no goodbyes. just floating in midair with no direction. but i guess this is better than nothing.
howkey. enough emoness. si bloodyholly nauumay na sa kaemohan ng mga posts ko.hehe.
puyat nako ulit. goodnight na. =)
its a good thing i had the chance to go to the beach otherwise i would have gone crazy not getting a chance to have some relax time. hopefully googlybear uploads the peechurs soon. googlybear, atimei, and funkymunky came along to catch a glimpse of my own personal heaven. peechurs soon sana. ang itim na namin! haha. fun.beach.sand.food.tents.stars.skimboards.foreigners.vegetables.friends.family. election.
updates also on a certain cow..its been a really exhausting rollercoaster ride.a tumble of emotions and mind games. maraming naganap. dinner at mcdonaldas tagaytay roadtrip. pagmumuni muni sa kung saan. pagtetext sa mga kung anu anong bagay. mga planong laging nauudlot. mga walang kamatayang disappearing acts.
pero mukhang hindi na ata mauulit ang mga magic tricks nya na yun..yun ang sabi nya. dumating sa point na i had enough. i was ready to leave. to just let it go because everything seemed so futile and pointless. walang pinatutunguhan. and i told him that. i guess i struck a nerve. and mukhang medyo nagising. nagsorry. naghahanap ng pagkakataong bumawi (hmm..chubibo??). so we are back where we started. pero sa totoo lang.medyo nabawasan na. siguro kasi he waited this long. masyado ng maraming naganap eh. medyo desensitized na ata ako. hay. ewan. no friendships ended. no goodbyes. just floating in midair with no direction. but i guess this is better than nothing.
howkey. enough emoness. si bloodyholly nauumay na sa kaemohan ng mga posts ko.hehe.
puyat nako ulit. goodnight na. =)