A nice lil update of the boring life that is mine..hehe
Nothing too interesting has happened. Turns out that the now ex-boyfriend, Curtis, is quite the childish brat!! I went to see Kansas perform at Cowboys with some friends of mine last weekend, and what to my surprise....Curtis shows up. YAY, HOW DID I PREDICT THAT ONE?! I had that feeling all night that he would show up there. He came with his best friend Brian, whom I went to high school with. Well, I tried to stay hidden from him as best I could because he had really pissed me off earlier that day by bringing me my Grandmother's camera to my job and slamming it down on the counter and just walking off. As though I've done something wrong to him. Anyway, They walked right by me and Tabatha...he didn't even see me. Tabatha, however, made me get up and walk around so that I would be noticed. Dammit. So...we walked to the other side of the building. Curtis saw me. Took off power walking the other direction as fast as he could to avoid me. Brian did come up and talk to me though. And gave me a big hug. It had been since graduation since I saw him last. He's the bomb. So anyway, we start walking back to our table. Curtis walks right up to me and Tabatha...stands there for a second, looks the other way and walks off suddenly. UGHHHH!!! WTF DUDE? I mean, it's not like I was dishonest with him or like I cheated on him or anything bad like that. I was totally honest with him when I said to him that our relationship was moving way too fast and that his feelings were obviously alot stronger than mine. I'm still confused on where he got that I'm leaving him for my ex out of all that, but that's beside the point. The point is, I didn't break up with him for anyone except myself. 2 months is not long enough for me to have someone say things like, "I want to spend the rest of my life with you" or "I want you to be the mother of my children" or "if you leave me, I'll lose myself". Yeah...nice lil rut I was in. And another thing...he hadn't been divorced for a year yet. So, that left me obviously as the rebound. Not having it. I just wasn't happy. And I'll be damned if I'm going to stay around and be in a relationship that I'm unhappy in just for the sake of the other person. That was the old me. I've learned so much apparently. Anyway...in other words, I really did not appreciate the way he acted towards me at Cowboys. He could have acted like an adult instead of a toddler trying to get some kind of pay back or something. So...spiteful lil me..I notice that he's watching me like a damn hawk for a long time...so, what's left for me to do except maybe put on a lil show..hehe. I started smoking some cigarettes...sure to get a rise out of him! Naturally I had my 'red-headed slut' in my other hand sipping away. David(Tabatha's boyfriend) had a few friends there with him. 2 of which were very hott, one especially. I was rather flirtatious with him. And then, to make matters just so much better, I get a text message from him asking me why won't I talk to him. ????? uhhh.....here's your sign! But anyway, despite all of that drama, that night was one of the best nights I'd had out in a very long time! On to other subjects: my health. So I finally built up the nerve to tell Dr. Busbee about my recurrent UTI's that I get every month. If it's not a UTI, then it's a period, and visa versa. He sent me to a Urologist. The Urologist put a catheder in my 'lolly'. ouchie! And he also sent me to the Imaging center to have and IVP done, which is where they inject dye to my kidneys and take x-rays of them. Of course the x-ray techs can't tell me anything about my results, so I have to wait until Feb. 1st to have the Urologist review them. yay. Hopefully nothing will be too terribly wrong with me. I mean hell, I just lost my gall bladder for cryin out loud. hehe. Well anyway, I suppose I should get started helping my mother. We're having carpet put down in the bedrooms today. Just one step closer to putting our house up on the market. Take care..Peace*~*~