I dont update like I used to... *edited*
I have a home now.
Home is not just a place that you live, or the place that you sleep. It's more then just a building that gives you shelter from the outside world, and a place that you keep your stuff. Home is where you belong, and belonging with the person that you love. I now have that home.
It's been a long month that has been very hard. For some, it has been more then just hard, and has been the most difficult time they have ever had. However, the changes that have come about, though they may not seem like it all of the time, are for the better, and in the end, everyone will be happy.
It seems to me that everyone here that is suffering from ailment, be it mental or physical, is coming to terms with it ALL AT THE SAME TIME. Needless to say, this causes a lot of stress between friends, and feelings to be needlessly hurt. All of us need to stick together, and note that we've all got things that we are working on, and rather then pick apart each others failings, we need to concentrate more on what we can do to make everyone's ride just a little bit smoother.
Aside from that though, I am the happiest I have ever been, and tomarrow I will be even happier. No, nothing is planned, but everyday that I spend here, and with my Kagura-kun, life becomes sweeter, and fuller. The muse that once danced across my mind, as playful rays of sunlight through the dark desolate clouds of my mind, now sits in front of me smiling the charming smile of the vixen of my heart. She cares for me, and fuels my creative side with thoughtful insight and encouraging words.
And the sound we make together, is the music to the story in her eyes.
It's been shining down upon me now, I realize.
***Edit***
The new Icon... to explain it you have to know Azumanga Daioh, and the characters of Tomo Takino, and Kagura. The picture itsself is entitled "ownage" and you can see why. Though as it was mentioned earlier, Tomo is most likely about to be rendered senseless...
This is the sort of hyjinx that happens when you put Tomo and Kagura in close proximity.
~Kitsune-kun
Home is not just a place that you live, or the place that you sleep. It's more then just a building that gives you shelter from the outside world, and a place that you keep your stuff. Home is where you belong, and belonging with the person that you love. I now have that home.
It's been a long month that has been very hard. For some, it has been more then just hard, and has been the most difficult time they have ever had. However, the changes that have come about, though they may not seem like it all of the time, are for the better, and in the end, everyone will be happy.
It seems to me that everyone here that is suffering from ailment, be it mental or physical, is coming to terms with it ALL AT THE SAME TIME. Needless to say, this causes a lot of stress between friends, and feelings to be needlessly hurt. All of us need to stick together, and note that we've all got things that we are working on, and rather then pick apart each others failings, we need to concentrate more on what we can do to make everyone's ride just a little bit smoother.
Aside from that though, I am the happiest I have ever been, and tomarrow I will be even happier. No, nothing is planned, but everyday that I spend here, and with my Kagura-kun, life becomes sweeter, and fuller. The muse that once danced across my mind, as playful rays of sunlight through the dark desolate clouds of my mind, now sits in front of me smiling the charming smile of the vixen of my heart. She cares for me, and fuels my creative side with thoughtful insight and encouraging words.
And the sound we make together, is the music to the story in her eyes.
It's been shining down upon me now, I realize.
***Edit***
The new Icon... to explain it you have to know Azumanga Daioh, and the characters of Tomo Takino, and Kagura. The picture itsself is entitled "ownage" and you can see why. Though as it was mentioned earlier, Tomo is most likely about to be rendered senseless...
This is the sort of hyjinx that happens when you put Tomo and Kagura in close proximity.
~Kitsune-kun