Apr 05, 2007 02:15
Me again.
Where to begin?! That makes it sound like much has happened, when in fact very little has. I was seriously debating the merits of staying for school and going home for good over the past few days. I think me getting down on myself was the obstacle in that. Realistically, going home destroys a lot of hard work. Too many things I enjoy here. Love my dojo, love my friends, love the city and the endless places I can seemingly go to. I don't know whether I'll end up here for good, but at least for the next two years I'm going to enjoy my time here. And then I'll have a degree in Radio Broadcasting and Professional Writing, and hopefully some intern time at a radio station. So I can at least market myself a little better to the radio stations around the US should I choose to return. And if I can work out the many many many kinks in come to Canada, maybe I can stay. But I'll cross that bridge when I get there.
Not to say I won't have plenty to complain about in the meantime. I think a writing class will seriously challenge me to no end. I don't believe I'm a very good writer. I'm a very nervous writer. I'm afraid to write anything that may express my thoughts in any way! Social anxiety you know. I got over talking because I began to believe I have a nice voice :-) Maybe if I start to think I'm a decent writer....well, I guess we'll see.
Did Judo Tuesday. It was fun. I broke out my GIANT-O ARMBAR!!! I rolled with this gigantic, gigantic man. Almost my height and probably in the +300 range for weight. Now, size is a pretty big advantage on the ground. But more so than that is STAMINA. So I basically let him tire out in my guard until I could sneak the ol' legs over, when he saw that coming he started to shift and I turned him over so I was on top, passed his guard, went for ude garami, when he blocked with his other arm I caught it, swung around into juji gatame. He managed to sit up out of it, but I held onto it and got the tap. Kinetic chess, they calls it! Ya gotta be one step ahead!
Anyway, I liked that particular session because it was the first time I was faced with a size disadvantage and I think I did admirably.
I managed to even hit some throws during randori today. Including a, dare I say, very good Tani Otoshi or 'Valley Drop'. Some throws have great names, thusly, they are the first I shall master. I also got the french guy! I GOT HIM! I set him up by pulling him off balance and tripping his leg to make him think I was going to go for that. After the third time I knew he would be back on his heels to avoid it, so as soon as I did it, I moved my leg back and behind his other leg for Osoto Gari and after a bit of one foot hopping I spiked him! I was rather proud. He, as usual, said he let me do it.
Sorry, there I go with the judo anecdotes. I get excited though, what can I say.
I believe after class Thursday we are going out drinking to celebrate some new black belts. While I'm not a drinker I'd rather not be un-sociable, so perhaps I can go under the radar and have my coke without much confrontation or conversation on the matter. I don't know why but having a coke when everyone else has beer seems to bring out a very strong "C'MON!" vibe from every drinker. Then again, I was in college, hopefully with older folk it'll be fine :-)
I did voiceprint today and it was an enjoyable experience as usual. I have a chronic cough and I truly do not know what from. But many times when I try to talk I just cough. I hope it's something that's going to heal. That could be troublesome in my line of work. Or my hopeful line of work.
I finished up acting class on Monday. I nearly forgot to mention that. But I did. No 3rd level for me. I'm off to voice classes which are more my speed. Acting is really difficult. More than you'd think! If nothing else I certainly think of ac-tors in a bit higher regard.
Our last 'scene' was a comedy piece about SEX! Well I guess technically it was about love in the end, but that was the joke. It was a guy with a hooker though. AWKWARD. Suffice to say the innuendo was ever-present! In the end I didn't end up going. Not by my choice, but actually my fellow scene-mate. She really didn't want to go. I wasn't going to put up a fight. So yes, my last acting class went out with a whimper!
I got the e-mail address of one of my classmates. An older lady (well, older than me). She's a university teacher...part time I guess. She's taking a year off and taking a bunch of classes in various fields...acting, speaking, art, etc. I guess she's become disenchanted with teaching and is looking to start a home business selling art. I imagine that would be very difficult to do, but I sure hope she does well. She's a very nice person. She was wearing a Stargate shirt Monday, and I find that admirable.
Anyway, I should writer her. I will soon. I'm just bad about corresponding with people. I don't see why this should be any different!
Well, I'm gonna get some awake. Because I'm not tired. Hope all is well with you folks!