Nov 28, 2007 21:32
I'm a bit split on this in many, many different ways really.
First of all, I have to be very very happy that girls didn't really come on to me earlier in life, because otherwise I might have been attached, and then I couldn't have loved the girl that I do love with all my heart.
I also despise it because their constant rejection nicely shaped who I am today in many ways, especially when it comes to that wonderful thing called self-esteem.
Now...here's the thing. Why the hell do girls have to find you attractive and such after you get a damn girlfriend? I mean, seriously, come on, go after a damn single guy damn you. In my English 1B class, there's a girl who either is being really friendly, and wants to be friends, or is checking me out at every opportunity and trying to get me. My wonderful clues are that she tries(and sometimes fails) to talk to me every class when she won't talk to anyone else, she generally looks at me more than five times per class while ignoring all the other guys. Just a few hints.
Here's the funny thing.
In the land where she is, candles have not yet been invented, have not yet been thought of. Light, in general, is an entirely unknown concept. Therefore, she cannot find, she cannot buy, she cannot even begin to comprehend holding up a candle, or any lesser form of light, to the girl that I love.
*grins* You know...if I were mean, I might actually tell her that I was talking to my girlfriend when she asks what I did the night before, the next time she asks.
love,
girls,
irony,
nani the fuck?