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[taku_loenhart]

ya know what? FUCK YOU! and FUCK YOU TOO....just about all of you...FUCK YOU...i guess the only truly happy people in life are the fucking whores...because nice guys ALWAYS FUCKING FINISH LAST...all the fucking time...its always the lesbians (no offense to those who are) and the grungy punks who are happiest in life....and ya know what FUCK YOU! I'

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[taku_loenhart]

you probably didn't mean to SAY it but I firmly believe that no one can say something without any meaning whatsoever...and yeah you said it to hurt me and guess what...it did...I already realize what I threw away, and I know that i'll never get it back, but I chose to loose that vital part of my life, and i'm glad you'll be ok

I don't love you? BULL SHIT...I don't love your mother and that's who you were for a month...do you know how hard it has been for me to even look at you since you became you again? no I think not

but i'm ok now...I have people that I am talking to to help me get over this shit...it'll all work out...and you will be happy...so it's all good...im just tire of hearing all this shit from people telling me that they just talked to you and you said that it was all my problems...well yeah I guess it was, I HATE YOUR MOTHER...and you were being her and trying to make me your Jerry....oh...what's this I heard that one of the reasons you are happy it's over is so that you won't have to worry about me cheating on you with brigit, since I was ALWAYS with her? I don't really think you said this...and I hoooope to fucking god that you didn't because I DON'T CHEAT....but I need to know....anyways...I need to go to bed

[slowlygoingsane]

I'm NOT happy it's over, I HATE it in every way shape and form.

It's good you are ok now and that you have people talking to you, and I'm really sorry that I wasn't communicating during that last month, and I guess I figure by doing it now will somewhat fix the damage I have done.

I realized I was acting like her, but I don't anymore, and you know this. I do know how hard it is to look at me considering I have to look at you and see that I royally fucked up and ended the only thing that truly made me happy, so I DO understand.

I still find it hard to talk to you face to face because I'm always at a loss for words, it's so different now that we aren't dating, it's so weird that I can't do the things that I was so accustomed to, but it's ok, it really is. I just want to get to the point where nothing is awkward and we can hang out and be friends. Well that and for you to be happy, that's more important (or so I think).