SO Sad
I dunno why, but Im really sad. Its weird. I think its mostly dealing with S. I dunno, we are just so different. I bend for people, he doesnt. I compromise, he doesnt. I do what I want, he sticks to a schedule. Maybe its the age, or maybe its just the fact that Im not a top prority to him. I dont feel important anymore and hes never here. Maybe its the end, I dont know. I just miss him so much. 4 months would be on wednesday, its been the hardest months of my life. Im so tired. I just want to find someone who wants to be with me completely and who treats me like Im important. Is that too much to ask? Cuz Im beginning to believe that it is.