Gay Drama
Well Im pissed off. Extremely pissed off. I dont understand people at all. Seriously, I just am losing my mind. Im moving and Im so happy bout that. Its something new n exciting. I call up people and tell them, and some of them dont even fuckin call back. LIke are u that fuckin busy with ur life u cant have a 5 second convo? Me and karen havent talked in forever, and i told her, and she was so happy for me cuz i was movin close to her. she was all excited, and i appreciate that. even after everything, i love her to death, and if she reads this, i want her to know she is still very important to me even if i suck at showing it. i call christina, doesnt call me back, doesnt give a fuck bout whats goin on in my life. we havent talked since the soccer game, when i was with lauren. im sorry that lauren actually invites me places. my bad. and lauren and me are good, like always. we match each other well. lol. i dunno tho, christine and i are usually good. sometimes i wonder if she really wants me around, its just a thought tho. i dunno. and fuckin kohls, like are u kidding me. its been three weeks and u dont fuckin call me for orientation. i fuckin turned down another job and im not even gonna get a fuckin call. im pissed off. i have so much goin on right now, and i dont have enough time to sort shit out. im just a mess and i need to get the fuck outta here.