May 29, 2004 01:47
wow...today, for the first time in weeks...i saw Dawna...she was in a car...with some random people...i miss her so much. i hate cindy's thought process...and the rest of her doesnt make for a much more likable person...but, hey...shes only doing whats "right" for Dawna...maybe whats right for her is making her own mistakes, and decisions...this entire situation is messed up. But, for the sake of everyone who may know me...i'll stop my mindless blather...anyway...since these were so popular a short time ago...im gonna make a list of my friends, and give comments to/about each of them...
Abbie: youre cool, i hope you and mike last a long time...although sometimes you can be a tad annoying...just like me...
Brian: good luck with Christina, if u go back up to alaska, have fun...make lotsa money, so i can just be a bum, and borrow it off of you...
Chelsea: i'm sorry i've been an ass so much over the past month or so...i've become distant. i've become distraught...Best wishes with dakota...even if he's not my FAVORITE person ever...he's ok...but, there are cooler people...in my eyes...sorry.
Dawna: words cant describe how much i love you. Everything reminds me of you, and if i had the power, i'd make all of this go away...you mean the universe to me, and someday, maybe...we'll be able to wake up next to each other...
Jacob: youre cool...sorry if im ever an ass to you...umm...not much to say about you...
Jessica (Foster): you were pretty mad at abbie for a while...for reasons that are beyond my knowledge...but, our friendship (as far as im concerned) was unaffected...even though we never really were good friends...moreover just acquaintances...but, youre cool by me...
Kayla: 3 words...get it together.
Melissa: thank you for caring. thank you for the occasional shoulder to cry on...im sorry that i make you sad when i get sad...but, depression is just a part of life for me...it will be a neverending thing...basically.
Mikhail: Wow. I dont even see why youre friends with me...i'm abusive...both physically, and mentally...I (pretty much) stabbed you in the back this last summer...im never that nice to you...all i can really do, is say im sorry...and remember...if im ever an ass again...lemme know...i'm going to do my best to not be quite as much of a bad friend in the future...
Nick: you fall into the same category as jacob...not really a whole lot to say about you...which is a good thing...
Padraic: youre cool, but a bit self centered sometimes...much like me...umm...yeah...i dunno...
Serena: we havent even talked in the past month...but youre still cool by me...
Basically, if you didnt make it on the list...we havent talked in a while...and i dont have an opinion on you...so, dont be hurt...
anyway...im gonna get going...have fun, and later all.
chris.