depression is a killer...
well, today is quite possibly the worst day i've went through in quite a while...i think its because im lonely...i dont know...I really despise how my life revolves around nothing more than work and my computer, these days...it makes life hard knowing that it refuses to change...i dont see why my life has gone to hell so fast...it seemed near perfect when i was with dawna, now...im unhappy, depressed and just plain intollerable...nobody wants to hang around me for long...which i can see why...i wish it would end, sometimes...maybe i should just use 1/3 of each of my paychecks towards getting my license back, and then just move down with my dad...get a job down there...i hate taco bell...its low...its petty...im really on the verge of quitting...but, until i have my license, thats not a good idea...so, yeah...guess i'll be there a couple more years...im a lop. practically good for nothing...and the best part about all of it, is its true...so...yeah, i'll stop complaining now...
chris.
chris.