May 06, 2004 14:46
well, im not going to say anything about what i meant by my subject...but, I definitely "get" to do the hardest thing on earth here within the next couple of days...anyway, Cindy came over today, said that(basically) im not a good person, she doesnt trust me, and she cant give dawna and i another chance...sweet. awesome. my life sucks...but, instead of whining and complaining about it, i AM going to change my life around a bit...I need to run up to the school here within the next couple days to see about getting my G.E.D. and then after i've completed that, which shouldnt be difficult, im gonna see about going into either the army or the air force...probably the army though...i dont know...I have a lot of things to sort out that are on my mind...so, this will PROBABLY be my last post in this thing...sure didnt last long...thanks for showing it to me, chelsea...also, chelsea...if you read this...i just wanted to say i am sorry for my over-reacting...and all...i really am a bad person...a good deal of the time...to everyone else i have hurt, or offended, i too...am sorry again...anyway, i think that this post is over.