fuck
im so fucking tired!!!!!! it is sooo lame. i cant wait till i have a free day. Well here is my update. i worked most of spring break. i never got my license cause my mom stalled the whole time. I have enough money to pay off my car's exaust system. I have seriously been working my fucking ass off at work. it sucks cause im about to lose all ambition for the stupid job. It always feels like all of my closest friends have everything given to them or they have to use very little amounts of energy to get what they want and im working 46 hours in 2 weeks and only getting 240 dollars. It is very disencouraging. i am getting alittle depressed. I am tired of little flings like random makeout sessions with different friends and i am ready to love someone and not have to worry about all of this. i want someone who will understand that ya, work takes up alot of time but i dont miss or love her less.Sigh* i will get through this but it is getting harder each day that i work a 6 hour day after 7 hours at school and then i have to take a shower and do homework and find time to talk to the people i love. there arnt enough hours in the day...