The ominous feeling that someone somewhere just died.
Ive got this feeling.
That life as i know it is about to change dramatically
for the better or worse i dont know.
Lifes in the 2nd gear for too long its about time i shifted up.
and the question is how are you going to play a role in this.
not you. YOU.
maybe you could finally be the one who reaches in and saves me from the flood?
and you'll try to push my head under until I choke.
and all of you will watch with nothing to do or say.
except you who will try to make anyone who tries to save me drown with me.
evrey sentance is a diffrent you.
Sometimes you just have to let the chips fall where they may.
EDIT:
It is now 3oclock AM technically friday.
I just watched american history X.
the world is a fucked up place. sure you know of it but you never realley feel it. This movie makes you feel it alright. and what ive learnd from this-
Lifes too short to be angry. So make evrey little thing count. Evrey second you sit around, make it worth something.
This movie made something click in me. It wasnt the blatent image being sent out of the inhumanity of hate crimes, and of racism that did it. It was the underlining tone of the movie that shows that we are all puppets. Because this movie made it possible to see the view points of the KKK and other radical groups it makes you see how people get sucked into the bullshit how easy it is the sway people just by being confident in your opinions and your views no matter how sick and twisted they may be.
So think of this. Evreything you do is a pre-thought of someone somwhere who marketed towards you so you can be the way you are. realley takes the spice out of life dosnt it? I just dont know. Poker is a fad working out is the way you get the way the models we idolize look, the clothing we wear is what were told will make us more popular, even the way we act is all gatherd from what we see and think is the best way to carry ourselves through out our lives.
This is some major late night rambeling ignore it all. i dont even know if im making sense but what i do know is that evrey shred of who i am is questinable at that moment. Dont get me wrong im a happy guy and will continue being happy even with this thought process. It just makes me wonder.
I can feel it already, school tomorrow will span Eons. Generations will come and go. both great wars will have been fought out and relived. Ghengis Khan will rape and pillage and George W will rid the school of terrorists. Than after ive lived out what will seem like the eternity of human excistance i will go home.
-ignore grammer / spelling. its late i am an insomniac.
Andrew William Nickel Ramsay
That life as i know it is about to change dramatically
for the better or worse i dont know.
Lifes in the 2nd gear for too long its about time i shifted up.
and the question is how are you going to play a role in this.
not you. YOU.
maybe you could finally be the one who reaches in and saves me from the flood?
and you'll try to push my head under until I choke.
and all of you will watch with nothing to do or say.
except you who will try to make anyone who tries to save me drown with me.
evrey sentance is a diffrent you.
Sometimes you just have to let the chips fall where they may.
EDIT:
It is now 3oclock AM technically friday.
I just watched american history X.
the world is a fucked up place. sure you know of it but you never realley feel it. This movie makes you feel it alright. and what ive learnd from this-
Lifes too short to be angry. So make evrey little thing count. Evrey second you sit around, make it worth something.
This movie made something click in me. It wasnt the blatent image being sent out of the inhumanity of hate crimes, and of racism that did it. It was the underlining tone of the movie that shows that we are all puppets. Because this movie made it possible to see the view points of the KKK and other radical groups it makes you see how people get sucked into the bullshit how easy it is the sway people just by being confident in your opinions and your views no matter how sick and twisted they may be.
So think of this. Evreything you do is a pre-thought of someone somwhere who marketed towards you so you can be the way you are. realley takes the spice out of life dosnt it? I just dont know. Poker is a fad working out is the way you get the way the models we idolize look, the clothing we wear is what were told will make us more popular, even the way we act is all gatherd from what we see and think is the best way to carry ourselves through out our lives.
This is some major late night rambeling ignore it all. i dont even know if im making sense but what i do know is that evrey shred of who i am is questinable at that moment. Dont get me wrong im a happy guy and will continue being happy even with this thought process. It just makes me wonder.
I can feel it already, school tomorrow will span Eons. Generations will come and go. both great wars will have been fought out and relived. Ghengis Khan will rape and pillage and George W will rid the school of terrorists. Than after ive lived out what will seem like the eternity of human excistance i will go home.
-ignore grammer / spelling. its late i am an insomniac.
Andrew William Nickel Ramsay