general crap
well being working at my new job for about a month now and well the only thing i have to say is fuck it sucks.. just a little over all this call centre bull shit and having to start all over again in a corporation. Travis got a new job offer which is exciting for him.. i am not that excitied tho as there is a good chance that he will have to travel a lot when starts and that means me at home by my self... i know i know poor trudi being selfish but fuck.. the only time i have spent away from travis is on holidays and that was hard enough as it was.
i havnt slept properly for about 2months now.. all i want to do is sleep all day and im up all fucken night( even if i didnt sleep all day).
so there is another thing i have to do and go to the doc's
YAY!
have a sinus infection last week which kicked my ass :( had to have a couple days off work. things just seem to be at a stand still for me.. i want to move forward but i just dont know how or what to do.. everyone around me seems to be even moving on.. i know this sounds stuiped but for an instance two of my friends who meet there partners after i had meet travis have already gotten ENGAGED!, not saying that is something i need to do to make my life move on but fuck just something to give it a little nudge.
well back off to work to numb my brain some more
oh and for the wonderful human being that keeps leaving fatty and all this shit in my journal.. good luck mate i see you have reached an intelligence beyond anything we have ever seen. my your thoughts be with all of us
trudi
i havnt slept properly for about 2months now.. all i want to do is sleep all day and im up all fucken night( even if i didnt sleep all day).
so there is another thing i have to do and go to the doc's
YAY!
have a sinus infection last week which kicked my ass :( had to have a couple days off work. things just seem to be at a stand still for me.. i want to move forward but i just dont know how or what to do.. everyone around me seems to be even moving on.. i know this sounds stuiped but for an instance two of my friends who meet there partners after i had meet travis have already gotten ENGAGED!, not saying that is something i need to do to make my life move on but fuck just something to give it a little nudge.
well back off to work to numb my brain some more
oh and for the wonderful human being that keeps leaving fatty and all this shit in my journal.. good luck mate i see you have reached an intelligence beyond anything we have ever seen. my your thoughts be with all of us
trudi