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May 10, 2012 15:47

Kind of. Sort of. At the very least I am officially home for the summer holidays and no longer have a million essays to write last minute, although that probably will have little affect on me actually using this journal because I am a terrible person and lazy to boot god I do not even want to know how long it has been orz

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colourbine May 13 2012, 08:20:19 UTC
FJNFKENTFIKGTEI WELCOME BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! /super glomp

HAHA TRY COLLEGE WITH A QUARTER SYSTEM! Much more hectic I would think.

FMwsdmfmirwirjwenmwaedakwdfja I'm so happy you're back. I have so much to tell you. Stop neglecting your big sis ;o; AND I WANT TO KNOW ALL! AnD SOON....as you've had a nice free weekend. I expect a full report soon though >o>

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takiphevoli June 5 2012, 22:09:52 UTC
OKAY I AM GOING TO REPLY TO ALL OF YOUR COMMENTS STARTING NOW I AM SO SORRY I AM A TERRIBLE PERSON FOR ALWAYS LEAVING THEM FOR SO LONG I FEEL SO BAD AHHHHHHHHHH /SOBS DX please don't hate me ;A;

I know friends who are on quarter system and I have no idea how they survive haha x'D

You can see above for the more caps lock version of my apology for neglecting you, but I'm sosososo sorrrrrrryyyyyyyyyy D'''''''''''x I am a failure of a little sis "orz BUT IN ANY CASE I DECLARE I AM FREE NOW SO ASK AWAY :'DD

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colourbine June 6 2012, 07:01:49 UTC
TOO LATE. I mean, it's ok! Haha. It's not like I haven't neglected people when I was in school.

I WAS IN A QUARTER SYSTEM! Idk, school wasn't as time-consuming for me as it was for other people for some reason.

HEY! What ever happened to the guy who was awkward and asked yuou out on a date and such? Did you ever hear back from him? Or any other developments in the love area?

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takiphevoli June 25 2012, 00:55:22 UTC
OKAY I THINK MY REPLIES ARE A LITTLE LESS HORRIBLY LATE THAN LAST TIME SO THAT'S A STEP UP RIGHT :''''''D orz I still feel terrible when I look back at my email and realize I have things that have been sitting there unanswered for like a month or more though, especially when it's from you DDDD:

Huh, that is interesting. Although I kind of know what you mean--I feel like I had a lot more free time than I should've last year, and I have no idea why...

He texted me a couple times like three months after I said "let's be friends" and I kind of awkwardly ended up ignoring him because it had been so long and I had no idea what to say orz. I definitely could've handled that better, haha....xp But yeah, no other developments in the love area x'D Which is probably a good thing considering how horribly awkward I am at it :'D orz

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colourbine July 23 2012, 06:51:35 UTC
GOOD. NOW IF WE CUT DOWN TIME BETWEEN RESPONSES DOWN SLOWLY BUT STEADILY I THINK WE'D BE GOLDEN.

orz I still feel terrible when I look back at my email and realize I have things that have been sitting there unanswered for like a month or more though, especially when it's from you DDDD:<

AS IT SHOULD BE. DO NOT NEGLECT BIG SIS. JKJK, it's not like I haven't neglected in the past too.

For me, I think it was time management. Since I always planned stuff ahead of time, I always made sure to have free time everyday, and didn't leave things piling up at the last minute. IDK about you though XD Luck of the draw, perhaps?

Aww, I probably would have done the same even if it wasn't the nicest thing to do. Ignoring people is always easier than dealing with them. But you'll do better next time I hope. I think it takes practice? Like the more often you date, the less awkward it is and stuff, or the more confident you get. I think with time you'll be less awkward hopefully.

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takiphevoli September 11 2012, 19:14:26 UTC
SOME DAY. WE'LL (IE: I'LL) GET TO THAT POINT SOME DAY. ALSO OTHER PEOPLE NEGLECTING YOU DOES NOT MAKE IT OKAY THAT I KEEP DOING IT TO AND I'M SORRY AHHHHHH /sob ( ... )

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colourbine September 18 2012, 02:43:24 UTC
OOps, I meant that I used to neglect you when I was in college too! So now it comes full circle. XD

LUCKY! I never had the kind of homework I could do right before class (ok, I could have, but I never liked doing that XD).

It will get better. XD LOL, you can't expect your middle school self to be all sauve XD YES. THE ETERNAL CONFLICT AND PROBLEMS OF BEING SOCIALLY AWKWARD. It's like dating is hard enough and then add to the fact that you're socially awkward and it sort of multiplies the initial awkwardness and difficultly. We can be forever alone together. Dating and relationships sound like a lot work. But yeah, I think confidence comes with experience. Like once you know what to do, it won't be as hard.

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