You Get What You Deserve
so many things happen this weekend and it hurts me so much. I really want to thankyou for taking the time to understand the way that I feel, for caring. JJ made it seem as if we were going to get back together! I mean thats the whole point of him and I talking again because we missed eachother and we wanted to get back together! I hate looking back, remembering the past. I hate every good and bad moment WAsTED with YOU, JJ! And Iv'e realized that I want every memory, time spent, and moments of and with you to be erased and forgotten FOREVER! I want to forget who you are and the person that you have become. I dont want to ever see or speak to you ever again. You used me, every moment spent together, since the day I gave everything away. How could I believe it was love? I should've known that you were never in love with me, because I was never in love with you. I bring back the memories to show and tell youu everything I wish had never happened. This is the way that I feel for you JJ after 3yrs, nothing but regrets and wanting to forget. You've become someone that I would hope to never had met, but im glad it happend now. Knowing that the best times will only happen once, and the worse will always come back.