Apr 17, 2007 19:20
well, its been 3 months since i've updated on here, so i thought it was about time to say at least something.
i can't wait for school to be over. just a couple more weeks! and of course for the first time since i've been here i have a fucking friday final! WTF is up with that! such bull shit.
this is my last year at MSU :( i'm going back home to get my nursing degree at OCC, because 1) its easier 2) its cheaper 3) its just a better program
my car broke:( there is something wrong with the transmission, how fucking great.
been thinking a lot about the stuff i'm going to leave behind up here, and its sad. i've made so many great friends this year and the time that i've been up here. its sad that i wont be able to see them like i do now. i think that is what is going to be the hardest thing about going home. and i'm not sure if i'm going to be alright with that. half of them are my support structure if something happens that i need to talk about. ugh!
i really want to work a lot this summer and near the end be able to go back to Europe or somewhere nice. i really miss it over there, it was so nice. i can see myself living in London, it would be amazing to get my degree and go over there and live. anyways
i don't talk to Jordan or Matt anymore. which is kinda a bummer, but whatever. well i guess i'm more upset about not talking to Matt than Jordan, haha. kinda an ass thing to say, but its true. moving on...
I've been hanging out with Mike A LOT, like almost every other day or so and we talk everyday. He's seriously one of the first people that i have been interested in that just calls or texts me out of the blue to hang out or to go out to dinner or just to get coffee. it's really nice. but the fact that i'm going home and he is from out of state and soon to be graduating kinda puts a damper on things. we've talked about it, but still makes me wonder. ANYWAYS
i'll be working with/for my dad this summer, which will be nice. I wont be in some store folding cloths or making food or that shit. i'll be working out building and taking shit down. hopefully it will make me lose weight! haha
i think i'm done ranting for now...will probably be another 3 months