home sick
well for those who don't know i'm home...
i was put in the hospital by my doctor cuz i had REALLY bad pneumonia last thursday, i was there till sunday. sucked. spent 7 hours in the ER. must say...what an experiance, witnessed a baby die :(, a psych patient sat next to me, and a drunk at 2pm that had to be hand cuffed to the bed.
while in the hospital i did a dumb thing, i sent Jordan a text message. gah, dumbest thing i've done in a while. but hey, it opened my eyes. on that note, i'm much better without him. i've been happier. so thats good. its about damn time. i get in my moods where i miss him, but then i think of all the shit he put me through and it perks me right back up.
another note, my matty might be moving to New York city :( its been over 3 years when i could just go see him when ever i wanted. and now? i wont see him ever:( yes it will be good for him and his talent. but i will miss him. sigh.
school is shit. from being sick the past 2-3 weeks has put me VERY far behind. i went up and took 2 exams that i should have waited for. but no way i was going to take a 4375q8475 harder make up. i got the same score on both of them....guessing doesn't work to well...lol
i want to be done with school and find mister right. who doesn't though? but one thing, being in the hospital and seeing and talking to the nurses, i have a much better insite to what i want to do. its going to take some time. but i'm going to try my hardest to become a P.A. it will be nice have AMAZING hours and an AMAZING pay. work 2 days a week and on call for 3 and starting at 100k, fuck yeah. so now i know where i want to go with the school and work portion, where is my man?
tomorrow is Mindy's Birthday:-D <3
and i also have to go visit my grandmother tomorrow, since my aunt is going out of town. blah, which entitles thousands of questions, and the most hated question: "do you have a girlfriend?" . my whole family helps me out on that question when its brought up...haha. i love my cousins. who i miss. i want to see them. :( whens the next holiday?! damn i want christmas and my birthday!
maybe i'll go out of the country for my birthday and christmas? i'll have money again by that time.
so many things i want to do, so many things in the way. i guess its life.
when life gives you lemons, make lemonaid.
i was put in the hospital by my doctor cuz i had REALLY bad pneumonia last thursday, i was there till sunday. sucked. spent 7 hours in the ER. must say...what an experiance, witnessed a baby die :(, a psych patient sat next to me, and a drunk at 2pm that had to be hand cuffed to the bed.
while in the hospital i did a dumb thing, i sent Jordan a text message. gah, dumbest thing i've done in a while. but hey, it opened my eyes. on that note, i'm much better without him. i've been happier. so thats good. its about damn time. i get in my moods where i miss him, but then i think of all the shit he put me through and it perks me right back up.
another note, my matty might be moving to New York city :( its been over 3 years when i could just go see him when ever i wanted. and now? i wont see him ever:( yes it will be good for him and his talent. but i will miss him. sigh.
school is shit. from being sick the past 2-3 weeks has put me VERY far behind. i went up and took 2 exams that i should have waited for. but no way i was going to take a 4375q8475 harder make up. i got the same score on both of them....guessing doesn't work to well...lol
i want to be done with school and find mister right. who doesn't though? but one thing, being in the hospital and seeing and talking to the nurses, i have a much better insite to what i want to do. its going to take some time. but i'm going to try my hardest to become a P.A. it will be nice have AMAZING hours and an AMAZING pay. work 2 days a week and on call for 3 and starting at 100k, fuck yeah. so now i know where i want to go with the school and work portion, where is my man?
tomorrow is Mindy's Birthday:-D <3
and i also have to go visit my grandmother tomorrow, since my aunt is going out of town. blah, which entitles thousands of questions, and the most hated question: "do you have a girlfriend?" . my whole family helps me out on that question when its brought up...haha. i love my cousins. who i miss. i want to see them. :( whens the next holiday?! damn i want christmas and my birthday!
maybe i'll go out of the country for my birthday and christmas? i'll have money again by that time.
so many things i want to do, so many things in the way. i guess its life.
when life gives you lemons, make lemonaid.