Sep 06, 2005 17:22
I'd like to say everything is perfect, I really would. I kind of can, but I'd only be talking about half of everything. It feels like i'm living two different lives at the same time. I think I know who I want to be, it's just hard to keep it constant. I know what I want to do I'm just not motivated enough to follow through. Sometime's I feel like i've got everything all figured out, it's so clear. Then out of no where i'm confused and don't even know how I feel. What I do know though, is that I absolutely love the people that i'm around lately. They completely change my mood around, and I feel like I can be myself and not worry about consequences or judgment. I can know that I'm accepted for me no matter what. It's nice to know i've got that to fall back on when things don't go quite right.