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update as of today:
yesterday i had a sudden brush with death.
tracy and i almost got hit by a car,
which ran through the front doors of 7-11,
while we were at the register.
we were ready to go, good thing we didnt
turn to walk towards that front door....
or at least stayed 1 second later...or anything.
it got us so traumatized.
james came, and trace felt better...
sean ended up coming at midnight,
and i felt so much better.
i was still shaking from the incident.
me and trace just wanted to stay together for the
rest of the evening, of course with james and sean.
so we went to some place near the azusa canyons.
we all stayed for a while...i had such a good night..
its just what i needed...i was so terrified,
but just being there with trace and sean,
just really assured me. trace of course,
and sean just being there...
i felt so much better about it...and when we
had some alone time he really comforted me,
and left work early for me...
i suppose its one of those eye openers,
and as well as me, sean felt it too,
and we were just so glad we were right there
and then. =)
that night was one of the best nights ive ever had
with sean, i could feel it so much more inside
my body with the feelings that was running
all over the place....it drove me crazy,
my mind was kinda spinning, but not really spinning,
more like so much was crammed in my head type thing.
but i'm alright, not one scratch,
maybe traumatization up until now,
but other than that were physically fine.
i'm thankful.
i had my guardian angel with me<333
yesterday i had a sudden brush with death.
tracy and i almost got hit by a car,
which ran through the front doors of 7-11,
while we were at the register.
we were ready to go, good thing we didnt
turn to walk towards that front door....
or at least stayed 1 second later...or anything.
it got us so traumatized.
james came, and trace felt better...
sean ended up coming at midnight,
and i felt so much better.
i was still shaking from the incident.
me and trace just wanted to stay together for the
rest of the evening, of course with james and sean.
so we went to some place near the azusa canyons.
we all stayed for a while...i had such a good night..
its just what i needed...i was so terrified,
but just being there with trace and sean,
just really assured me. trace of course,
and sean just being there...
i felt so much better about it...and when we
had some alone time he really comforted me,
and left work early for me...
i suppose its one of those eye openers,
and as well as me, sean felt it too,
and we were just so glad we were right there
and then. =)
that night was one of the best nights ive ever had
with sean, i could feel it so much more inside
my body with the feelings that was running
all over the place....it drove me crazy,
my mind was kinda spinning, but not really spinning,
more like so much was crammed in my head type thing.
but i'm alright, not one scratch,
maybe traumatization up until now,
but other than that were physically fine.
i'm thankful.
i had my guardian angel with me<333