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so, yesterday was a sad day for me. so, i drank a lot. then last night i had the most depressing dream ive ever had...to be awoken to hearing my doors slam and thinking that someone was breaking in. however in my state last night at 330am, i locked every single door in my house, and my brother spent over an hour trying to wake me up to let him in and he was late for work because of it. so i went back to sleep and woke up right after an amazing dream about nate. then, i see that he is with some chick, which doesn't make me too happy either. and now i don't even want to do anything tonight, but ive made promises, so that sucks. oh well, hopefully it will be fun. for sure it will be fun to see pete and ray again. anyway, things can only go up from here, i hope. i was geeked to see nate, but now, i don't even know if im going to make the drive and waste the gas:(