yea, i miss her. sorry.

[takingbackme18]

this is so weird...i dont know why im feeling this right now. i miss ilse so much. i would do anything to kiss her again. just one last time. i can rememeber it so vividly. there has not been one girl who has followed her that has made any sort of impact in my life...i've tried putting this to rest so many times and it won't go. and i keep listening to "just like heaven" by the cure and its depressing me.

"Daylight licked me into shape
I must have been asleep for days
And moving lips to breathe her name
I opened up my eyes
And found myself alone
Alone
Alone above a raging sea
That stole the only girl I loved
And drowned her deep inside of me"