Sep 23, 2004 00:49
things are crazy ass hell right now. no one is the same and i don't know why i'm just realizing that. Liv, thanks for the alegebra homework help and calling me, because i really needed that talk with you. I miss you baby girl. I don't know what to do about James right now. i think i'm going to just let shit go right now. what the fuck would i do without Mike and Livi?!?! hah. i love you guys so much. and you Lizzy, if you still read this.
so mom and i are going out to try to find me a job tomorrow since she has the day off from work. i'm glad she decided to help me since i'm too much of a fucking baby to do it myself. merrr. anyways.. i haven't given up on this shit ass life yet, because i have high hopes, but man i really want to just call it quits on everything and curl up in a ball until the day i die. i'm in serious need of some face-to-face time with Mike and Liv.. WHAT THE FUCK, COME SEE ME YOU WHOPPERHEADS!! you stupid asswipes have a car. :cP
peace, love and ommmm
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