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And there is that hit again. Like some how it was all a bad dream and the time he's not home is cause he's at work. But it's not a dream and he really isn't here and in just a month it will be a year- a year that he has been missing and I can't believe it. How did a year go by when I feel like it just happened. I've been having a lot of flashback like memories of that day. This morning I remember sitting in the waiting room of the hospital in Derby. Angela got there first then aunt marianne and for a while i thought no it's going to be ok. These people all came and now he has be fine because they came. Nothing bad can happen when you're surrounded by family and he'll be annoyed later on that everyone came out for nothing. Lots of people suffer a heart attack and are ok- he'll befine.
What a fool believe it would be fine.
Maybe it's the head stone?
Oh God, do I miss you daddy!!
What a fool believe it would be fine.
Maybe it's the head stone?
Oh God, do I miss you daddy!!