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When I was driving home from the rockin' good time I had with stacey, I saw that the sky was really clear and there were bunches of stars. I don't see that much. Mainly because there's this roof over my head and all these trees that come very close to my bedroom windows. But it reminds me of Illinois. At night sometimes you could see billions of stars and they covered the whole sky. the land was flat and there werent all those trees. You could actually see the whole sky. It was awesome, and I miss that. I miss the stars.
I had fun earlier. It started out weird. Just because things tend to start out weird. I always seem to have to like get into a groove. Especially with new(er) people. But it was fun. Stacey's got some awesome friends. And Kim, as she was sunday, is really cool. We had fun with the llamas, and the totally awesome girl in the fiddle band who is like super-girl or something. She could play violin, the bongo's, clog, sing, use the little mexican clappy thingies. She ruled. She looked so happy doing what she was doing, and I just thought that was awesome. And I even got to talk to her later. She was cool.
Stacey and I went on the Fireball, The Pharroahs Fury, The Eclipse, and the Ferris Wheel. I enjoed the ferris wheel the most. Stacey started rocking the bench and then i pointed out the "do not rock" sign. It was funny. We ate Kim's cotton candy, and some of her "Bucket 'O Fries." They were really good fries too. And then we looked at the bunnies, and each of us petted a pig. There was a few bunnies that looked like slippers. it was kinda interesting. And then there was this HUGE and FLUFFY rabbit that was so awesome looking.
Its weird. Just how things are right now. So different. So unexpected. I never saw any of this coming. I feel like one day I just woke up and enjoyed having so many friends that rock. Maybe I got tired of sitting around. Listening to her talk about her friends. Maybe I realised that I had been kinda a crappy friend last year. Maybe It just hit me how awesome the people I hang out with are. I was tired of just waiting for so long. I wanted to be happy and my friends were there. I just wish there wasn't such crappy reprocussions(spelling?) I wish I could balance the two things in my life. I wish I didn't have to switch back and forth. I'm tired of telling my friends that I am busy. Or that I just don't feel like it. Because lately Ive felt like it. Everything just is weird. Adolescense, teenage life, growing up. It gets so confusing. I wish I could just be a kid again sometimes. Like wake up, and I'm 8. And i'd go to school and learn about simple math. And other simple things. And I'd talk with my friends about childish things. And I'd eat lunch at school. And I'd go home and play with toys, and draw, and watch cartoons. Then I'd go to bed, and my mom and dad would come in and say goodnight. Then I could wake up, and do something else. Like visit my grandparents. Because it was all so much better when i was younger.
I'm so tired right now. I just don't feel like going. I want to stay, and talk to more people and see if christina is okay, and I dont know how tomorrow is gonna play out and stuff. Hectic, crazy, long and uncomfortable. Tomorrow should be fun though.
Goodnight world.
I had fun earlier. It started out weird. Just because things tend to start out weird. I always seem to have to like get into a groove. Especially with new(er) people. But it was fun. Stacey's got some awesome friends. And Kim, as she was sunday, is really cool. We had fun with the llamas, and the totally awesome girl in the fiddle band who is like super-girl or something. She could play violin, the bongo's, clog, sing, use the little mexican clappy thingies. She ruled. She looked so happy doing what she was doing, and I just thought that was awesome. And I even got to talk to her later. She was cool.
Stacey and I went on the Fireball, The Pharroahs Fury, The Eclipse, and the Ferris Wheel. I enjoed the ferris wheel the most. Stacey started rocking the bench and then i pointed out the "do not rock" sign. It was funny. We ate Kim's cotton candy, and some of her "Bucket 'O Fries." They were really good fries too. And then we looked at the bunnies, and each of us petted a pig. There was a few bunnies that looked like slippers. it was kinda interesting. And then there was this HUGE and FLUFFY rabbit that was so awesome looking.
Its weird. Just how things are right now. So different. So unexpected. I never saw any of this coming. I feel like one day I just woke up and enjoyed having so many friends that rock. Maybe I got tired of sitting around. Listening to her talk about her friends. Maybe I realised that I had been kinda a crappy friend last year. Maybe It just hit me how awesome the people I hang out with are. I was tired of just waiting for so long. I wanted to be happy and my friends were there. I just wish there wasn't such crappy reprocussions(spelling?) I wish I could balance the two things in my life. I wish I didn't have to switch back and forth. I'm tired of telling my friends that I am busy. Or that I just don't feel like it. Because lately Ive felt like it. Everything just is weird. Adolescense, teenage life, growing up. It gets so confusing. I wish I could just be a kid again sometimes. Like wake up, and I'm 8. And i'd go to school and learn about simple math. And other simple things. And I'd talk with my friends about childish things. And I'd eat lunch at school. And I'd go home and play with toys, and draw, and watch cartoons. Then I'd go to bed, and my mom and dad would come in and say goodnight. Then I could wake up, and do something else. Like visit my grandparents. Because it was all so much better when i was younger.
I'm so tired right now. I just don't feel like going. I want to stay, and talk to more people and see if christina is okay, and I dont know how tomorrow is gonna play out and stuff. Hectic, crazy, long and uncomfortable. Tomorrow should be fun though.
Goodnight world.