indecisiveness and my inability to commit.
"Sometimes, I realize what is about to happen. I'm getting ready to move and start something big. I'm getting ready for the rest of my life. But other times, I suddenly lose site of the future and I get connected with right now. I realize how isolated I feel. I'm here, no job, no car, no money. None of my friends live close enough to"
You see, I found this when I went to update my journal. It's an old entry I started and abandoned. The truth is I have a problem with commitment. I've been trying to read up on it. I'm indecisive, I'm overwhelmed all the time. I found a few articles that said a lot of truth, but none as much as this passage right here
"Your inability to make a commitment is about fear. It is not an inability to commit to a thing or an idea or a job, but your inability to commit to yourself..to get your mind around the idea that you are worthy of that thing in which you are interested. How can you possibly stick with something when you've convinced yourself that you are not good enough? And your irritation and rage is not about the person or thing with which you are dealing, but it is frustration with yourself in knowing, in your heart of hearts, that you are creating the obstacles to your own ability to commit and you are the only one responsible for that."
http://www.mhsanctuary.com/therapist/250.htm
I need to work on this. I need to fix this.
You see, I found this when I went to update my journal. It's an old entry I started and abandoned. The truth is I have a problem with commitment. I've been trying to read up on it. I'm indecisive, I'm overwhelmed all the time. I found a few articles that said a lot of truth, but none as much as this passage right here
"Your inability to make a commitment is about fear. It is not an inability to commit to a thing or an idea or a job, but your inability to commit to yourself..to get your mind around the idea that you are worthy of that thing in which you are interested. How can you possibly stick with something when you've convinced yourself that you are not good enough? And your irritation and rage is not about the person or thing with which you are dealing, but it is frustration with yourself in knowing, in your heart of hearts, that you are creating the obstacles to your own ability to commit and you are the only one responsible for that."
http://www.mhsanctuary.com/therapist/250.htm
I need to work on this. I need to fix this.