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[taking_heart]

And just like that you hit the sun
Only it's not what you thought it'd be.
see they told you it was fire and gas
but really it's ice
and for the rest of forever
you are doomed to freeze

you deserved it
your a fucking ass hole
clean and tidy
feel free to live
but don't do it where we can see
take your time
live and love and grow
but don't do it better then me
don't grow taller
or happier
more social
or talented
don't do right
cause your mother never could
don't do wrong cause it's all we expect

don't be you cause it's not good enough

don't be you cause your greater then me.

im not ready for this
but I has to happen.

it's got to.
because the hate inside
is to great to strive
to strong to give up
to hot to die
this hate will take you over
and burn your blood to boil
it will take all you love
and cloud your world with darkness

tucson...you'll hate it there

if you were meant to be special it would have happened a long time ago

you just doing this for attention...knock it off

your a fuckin ass hole

thats what happens when you grow up
you have no friends and you are by yourself

your too old to be good
to young to be worth it

your a waste boy

better start acting like it