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[taking_heart]

well, now i know for SURE no one reads my journal. It kinda sux but I guess its a sign that i can write what i want and not hurt anyones feelings. so ya. fuck you guys. fuck you in the face, but to thoes who actually read this, don't worrie thats not to you, unless I don't like you, in wich case, fuck you in the face! ya. tomorrow is senior ditch

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[deadsilence]

I read your journal every time you update, Thank-you-very-much. =p
And I always check my friends page when you sign off to see if you've updated. I like to read what you write.
I miss you too!! And I really wish we could move in together too. That would be awesome. We'd have that Will and Grace type relationship. It would be fun.

3 Questions:
1. What do you want? Like..really want. In life, love, career, every aspect of your life.
2. If you were to die tomorrow [God forbid] what song would you like to be played at your funeral?
3. Close your eyes and think of pure happiness: What's the first thing you see?

[taking_heart]

1. What do you want? Like..really want. In life, love, career, every aspect of your life.

I want everything. I want to be successful without really trying. I want to teach people how to drum, and learn how to drum myself, I want to be able to express myself through photography and other such mediums. I want the world. I want better relationships with my friends. I want to feel loved. I want to feel complete. I guess thats what it comes donwn to. I want to feel complete.

2. If you were to die tomorrow [God forbid] what song would you like
to be played at your funeral?

thats a hard one, but oddly enough its something I think about alot. possibly just a few songs by the mountain goats, like two-headed boy (a neutral milk hotel cover) and no children and black molly and best ever death-metal band out of denton and stuff like that!

3. Close your eyes and think of pure happiness: What's the first thing you see?

A long extensive career in drum corps, and a job with dci traveling the world watching drum corps performe and practice!

[xxsacredsoulxx]

You rarely post but when you do I read your journal! I will go to your band concert if Christina goes and if Im allowed and all. Im sorry that Justin doesnt want more of a relationship, you are a really fun person to hang out with...
1-If you could change one thing about yourself what would it be?
2-If you could change one thing about your life what would it be?
3-What is one thing you could not live without?
<3

[taking_heart]

1-If you could change one thing about yourself what would it be?

my weight/body.

2-If you could change one thing about your life what would it be?

my ability to put myself out there and go 100 percent on things. I always hold myself back so much. I really need to work on that.

3-What is one thing you could not live without?

music

[gelloami]

I'm so happy that you are graduating, it must be very exciting to be finally getting rid of everything your life was for the last 18 or so years. I think you should get sonja on senior ditch day and get a bottle of vodka, but thats just me. It would be interesting to see how he hair turns out after that day.

Right on about the suit from salvation army, thats why I got my suit for Prom last year, my little bartender outfit as I call it. Don't you love second hand?

[pr0ject_disc0]

Yes spencer!!! let me dye your hair tomorrow! i should be home around the afternoon. Lets say 12ish. just call shayna's cell...
623.205.6505.

[taking_heart]

alas I called and there was no answer. sadly my hair stays black.

[pr0ject_disc0]

How often do you think of sex?

How far are you willing to go for your dreams?

Whats one thing you would change? (this can be anything spencer, i know, very broad.

[taking_heart]

How often do you think of sex?

constantly. but not in a perverted way. I guess I just think about ways to give people what they want. or why I am alwyase the first to put myself out as the bad person, and why I always feel I have to be.

How far are you willing to go for your dreams?

as far as I have to. its scary and I am hella scared to do it, but I am about to go full speed into my dreams, and if I can realize them, I will be the happiest person in the world!

Whats one thing you would change? (this can be anything spencer, i
know, very broad

my self image.

[dj_rath]

I never write in my journal, so while I would like to comment and ask you three questions, I would have to fufill my promise to post that onto my page, and I hardly ever go to my own journal anymore. In any case:

1. What is your favorite season, regardless of the work encompassing that season (ex. Summer-Free Time, Fall-Winter-Spring School), the season itself and it's changes- which one do you prefer, and why?

2. If whatever mystical force out there was able to come down and allow you a luncheon with anyone throughout history, Caveman to Bush, who would it honestly be and what would you ask them, given this one time opportunity?

3.Who are you voting for?

If you want me to post the little 3 questions thing in my journal I will, but I hardly ever use it.

[taking_heart]

1. What is your favorite season, regardless of the work encompassing that season (ex. Summer-Free Time, Fall-Winter-Spring School), the season itself and it's changes- which one do you prefer, and why?

Winter. I have a love affair with jackets. ask anyone close to me. that is my tru fetish. jackets. mmmmm jackets!

2. If whatever mystical force out there was able to come down and allow you a luncheon with anyone throughout history, Caveman to Bush, who would it honestly be and what would you ask them, given this one time opportunity?

it would probably be my mom, and I would ask he if she loved me.

3.Who are you voting for?

I am not voting. I don't see any reason to, well I tell myself that there is no reason when the truth is I wam just totally overwhelmed with politics. I get a little scared. I jsut fear I am not smart enough to figure out the big picture so I stay away from it.