"Blissful Death"
Title: Blissful Death
Author: takey_need_help
Comment: Wrote this a few days ago~ xP And if this is in a really cool font for some odd reason, I have no clue how i did it xP
Everything has began to improve.
But why, then, do I think the way I do?
Why do I still wish myself to a grave?
Is it impatience? Is it my selfishness (although people say I don’t have any)?
I'm just wishing for somebody…
I’m gazing at the raining sky
I just don’t notice the droplets that fall.
They help the numbness. They help my sorrow.
The stupid worries inside my head
The stupid worries inside my heart.
They’re slowly killing me on the inside.
Did you know that? Do you even care anymore?
Are you blind? The only one I can confide to, is her.
Someone that I can trust.
Yet when I say I trust you… Why must you question it?
I sit in this corner
This corner of death.
Its blissful. Its what I need now.
But an imaginary world is just a wish to never be approved.
Its too far away from this reality. This damned reality.
This reality of damned souls… Mine being the most.
I say the world is against me…
Its no over-exaggeration.
Even if you say its gonna be alright.
That’s only for the moment.
The short moment in the life of despair.
I'm forgotten in this world
They push me away.
Even those that I love dearly.
They don’t ever seem to care.
They don’t ever seem to be able to support me in my loves…
What can be concidered ‘love’?
That forgotten meaning is abused.
Is it time for me to teach you?
Is it time for me to tell you everything?
Including my thoughts…?
I’ll sit here, in this corner
This knife is my friend. It’s a very nice friend.
It’s the only one that knows how to numb the pain.
It’s the only one that can help.
It’s the only way for a blissful death.
No regrets can become surfaced at this time
This time of my timely death.
Will people care if I die?
Will you care if I die? The one I love…
Or will you just move on like you always do?